.:bLuEpArAdiiZe:.

2009-12-30T18:37:00.001+08:00

moving out soon ..

2009-12-16T00:38:00.001+08:00

12 dec

Who knows that there will be this day when our memories would hurt me so much ...

爱的主旋律
男人女人
男人不该让女人流泪
笨得可以
ON MY WAY

2009-12-08T23:11:00.003+08:00

had my music quiz last week and my tut scam my feelings. say 30 mcq and 2 short essay, in the end, less than 10 mcq and near 20 plus short questions. =/ next, retail visual merchandising paper today. i did study alright! jus dat i do not know why did i always screw up my info for the questions. damn it. now, i just wanna get over merchandise buying as soon as possible and enjoy my 2 weeks break!

wasted 5 years of birthday wishes, i just hope that i can get my lesson learnt.

2009-11-30T14:25:00.007+08:00

29th Nov

went to parkway with my aunt and finally bought my converse canvas. den also bought paddington bear shirt. haha. UK! i tink alot of money was spent. haha. saw some pokemon dere and the turtwig is soooo cute!!! jus like the one matt has at home. haha. lastly, bought salmon sashimi home for sis to share. dinner at grandma place and home to watch pirates of carribean. dats all for my sunday. hah!

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO SPENT THE BIRTHDAY WITH ME OR SMS-ED OR FACEBOOK ME WITH GREETINGS AND BLESSINGS. THANK YOU!
(no particular order)

-candy
-clarence
-desmond
-selina
-foong mei
-jinny
-mingrong
-ric
-guohan
-guoharn
-derek
-yuanping
-lingmin
-joshua wong
-elizabeth
-junen
-jerone
-shihai
-mingzhen
-nicole de souza
-andy
-sam
-mingyang
-alexander tan
-rachel tan
-edwiana
-shuhui
-jiajin
-jieying
-jieling
-ruishan
-chiaming
-rachel aw
-vivien mian er
-kerbin
-dennis
-eugene lim
-sze zhuang
-chuan yew
-shaun
-aisyah
-fran
-weipin
-junrong
-alvin ng
-tiffany yoong

2009-11-30T14:04:00.004+08:00

28th Nov

had 1 hr of drum becuz dere a make up lesson. after dat, went to my grandma place slack slack and set off to bugis with inez. wanted to buy my converse canvas high cut sneaker. a birthday present from myself to me. but they dun have the size for me. so we trained to city hall to find my aunt and sis at marina. had jack's place for dinner and i watched new moon while others watch 2012. taylor lautner looks damn hot in the movie with his clean cut hair. his eyes are beautiful! but i tink robert pattinson looks slight too white in this movie. i know his role for edward suppose to be white, but jus dat i tink its TOO white. haha. the movie was alright, becuz im a fan for twilight saga so i dun suppose its too bad for me. but the ending, jus as my cousin said is a little too ... ... you'll know if you watch it. back to my grandma place after dat to watch my tv show and had a cake cut again when my aunt's back from the movie. yup. dats all for the actual day.

"You can't have it both ways - either you want people to ignore your birthday or you don't. One or the other." - Edward Cullen.

I tink i understand how Bella feels in this movie during her 18th birthday. How contradicting it is, im watching it on my birthday and dats what i thought in the first place too. And i followed her steps too. I don't.

2009-11-30T12:48:00.017+08:00

27th Nov

they gave me a sweet surprise below my block with my favourite stitch cake! i gt damn shock and honestly im cursing when i reached the first floor. because i saw this huge sized guy standing right in front of the lift. i thought who is so inconsiderate sia, in the end, turn out to be sister! haha. he look damn huge from inside the lift =x (im glad he dun read my blog, haha) im pretty shocked cuz i thought im late and suddenly my block was filled with people. hahahaha. thanks guys!! =) and my cake is my favourite stitch!! STITCH! when was the last time i had a printed cake for birthday ? LOL. but im so upset when its time to take pic, becuz dunno for wad damn reason, my eyes gt swollen when im bathing, so it look really really awful! =/ after blowing out the candles, we went up to my house to get a knife to cut the cake. everyone stand outside my house cuz i dun suppose having 9 ppl squeezed in my hse is a good decision. haha. den we had the cake outside my hse and took some pics.

after dat, fm and derek had to leave so the rest of us head for town. we went orchard and walked around. we gals took pic with the xmas tree at taka and chong's photography skill is really caannot make it. he's always being perfunctory to us de lo, and i still have to teach him how to take pic of us with the xmas tree and not jus either. LOL. i wanted to get an agnes b wallet cuz i thought the bag i want wouldnt be easy to get. but in the end, the wallet is not available either. =( den, we saw phua chu kang hosting a singapore edition of pictionary competition for NTU and NUS. after which we walked around for a while and i thought of going hard rock cafe for dinner. so, we walked all the way dere. mind you, its a long long journey! LOL.

The place is rather packed and we had to squeeze in a little corner sia. the table is so small for the 7 of us, but no choice, no other tables available. we had this gal, grace, who serves us and she was quite a good person. i like her friendly attitude =) and i tink ric likes more than her attitude. hahaha. =x after our meal, the mcee announced my name and i thought dats pretty normal as selina had her name announced too during her birthday dat time. but this time grace asked me to follow her so i thought something's wrong. in the end, i was told to go up the stage and STAND ON THE CHAIR. i thought its fine to go up the stage, but why on the chair too? LOL, i told grace im wearing heels but she say its fine and she'll hold on to me.

when i stepped onto the chair on stage, i saw the grp of them seems so happy dere! how nice eh? LOL. i had the whole cafe singing me the birthday song and i thought the feeling is nice and warm but awkward at the same time. hahahaha. den i had this sundae which is suppose to be my dessert but i still get to eat it in the end, thanks to the guys huh. they had the cream smeared onto my face and hong gt some onto the clothes. -.-''' and the gals were happy taking pics and video. omg. damn unglam la. gals, dun let me see any of those pics or video of the unglam me anywhere on blogs or facebook!! LOL. and ric pang! chin is part of face!!! when i say not my face, it includes chin, understand ? or i send u back to pri sch to study human body parts. den when i go to the toilet to clean myself, dats when my sundae is being cleared. aaaawwww

anyway, hang out a little longer dere and took pics, even with grace. haha. she's been a really nice gal to serve us. after dat, took a grp pic outside the cafe and walk around to see some lightings and head off home. =) thanks guys for the surprise, cake and present. i love the stitch pouch. totally fits my psp. haha. and selina, thanks your mum for the cakecup. it taste great jus abit too sweet, jus like me. hahaha =x jinny, yr presence is like seeing the president la, thanks for giving so much face to come sia. LOL. mingrong, stop being so skinny la. u will upset me de u know ? hahah. fm and derek, though u onli came a while but at least its the thought that counts. and by the way, derek, u seems so happy with my cake. hahaha. thanks and love!! ;p

2009-11-26T22:14:00.005+08:00

sort of celebrated my bdae with candy, clar and des. dat zhanjie last min cant make it oso nv say. -.-''' start the day with lecture as tutorial den same go sister's calculus lecture and after dat "his house" again. honestly, i've been running out of jacket, sweater, cardigan to wear all thanks to him. everytime also wan go library. damn freezing cold can! the sch is so not eco at all.

after music tut, meet up with candy first and actually wanted to buy food from A1 cuz we're damn hungry waiting for the guys. but sadly A1 dun sell snacks anymore. i did ask the aunty why when later i go buy the drink from her, she say she too busy, cnt handle. aaawwwww! so we bought cheese fries from blue sea den we suddenly thought of buying seaweed fries but we've already ordered! AIYA!! we're so mad at ourselves. LOL. anyway, we rot at the bus stop opposite eating fries to spend time.

around 445, went back to sch to meet the guys. surprised fm and saw dennis. den candy saw her bro and shumei etc. we're almost holding a meet and greet session. WAHAHAHA. den i thought candy about hong's damn sad thurs timetable so she called him and tease him about it. hahaha. den he come find us chat chat. actually sort of wasting his time to study. LOL. den waited for clar and des. they're damn big shot can, make me wait!! LOL. after which, we sort of dragging the time at mushroom and it rain all of a sudden. in the end, we slowly set off to tm for dinner.

had aijisen for dinner and same as usual, listen to clar's crap all the way for desert. LOL. den, walk around tm and t1. i still doesnt know sld i buy converse's sneaker or not, so clar suggested dat i buy him the nike jersey and he buy me the sneaker to exchange. WHICH IS OF THE EXACT SAME PRICE! -.-''' so there isnt any difference jus dat we EXCHANGE IT. and for the whole day, dat mr tay had been scolding me bimbo becuz he tinks im too pampered!!! im like a maid at my grandma's place okay! but dere was this time he finally says dat for dat min im not a bimbo. which is when he's looking at soccer shoes and candy doesnt want to sit down, so i told her "the time guys need to look at shoes equal to the time gals look at clothings." the only thing dat clarence tay agrees with me for the whole day. =/

anyway, home after dat cuz clar meeting edwin for a run i tink. den des gives himself a curfew which i tink he's mad. but clar help him with a reason which is if he continue shopping, he'll be spending much of his family's fortune, so to help himself save, he decided to curfew himself. LOL. clar and his nonsense always make my day la! LOL. so to candy, dun worry, i had a great day with you guys! jus a dinner is enough to make my day. even if its jus a short meet up, with you guys' presence, nothing can get any better. =D thanks and love ya!

another date with my another grp of darlings tml, so look out for new post again. hahahahaha =)

2009-11-14T23:17:00.004+08:00

"They tend to believe others blindly and therefore often get themselves heartbroken."

This is wad i gt from my horoscope reading from a site. How true. i jus hate myself for dat. why do i always believe wad others say ? i always thought dat people say as long as you treat someone with sincerity, they will treat you the same way too. but my world doesnt seems to work dat way. i do not know why i always get myself into the heartbroken mode.

i jus seems to be too innocent and naive.

i never get to learn my lesson.

Sometimes, i jus thought of not letting anyone into my world. but i always get softhearted and tends to believe them. and thus the pain jus keep coming in in circle. i think i jus gt to find a way out. a way to get myself out of these heartaches.

2009-11-13T00:08:00.005+08:00

to sum up my day, it was a great thursday ever. first, i had to endure dat mr ho slow and boring lecture but fine when i went to guoharn's calculus lecture. im so relieved that i didnt choose dat for my elective next sem or i'll die in the hands of this subject. guoharn's lecture is totally a fun time for me becuz its totally none of my business. im jus dere to see see and play play. haha. shaun and ivan are damn funny lo. its as though the lecturer is reading them bedtime story and they slept through like their at home. wahahaha. and almost for the whole lecture, guoharn is dere cursing the lecturer. haha. think dat sister is too stressed up with studies. LOL.

den i actually i wanted to do the blood donation, but again, im rejected by them. =( the person say my vein too small ask me go weightlifting and go back one year later =.=''' aaaawwwwwwww. no choice den. so during the break, same as usual, hanging out at guoharn's "2nd home". TP LIBRARY LEVEL *. even the cleaner aunty knows him now. wahahaha. but all he think about is studies and dota. i damn rotting dere can. my future partner cannot be dat obsessed with dota la. onli selina can tahan her chong. LOL. but later others who went for lunch came. so i stop entertaining myself with "world's best hotels and resorts" books which i've been reading umpteen times. =/ i tok to lingmin, shaun and ivan. who ask sister onli know study study study. totally no life, so his friends have to entertain me lo. haha.

den after music tut, went to meet candy and she surprises me with miss lin special appearance. haha. in the end, the 3 of us went to watch the movie "My Girlfriend Is An Agent" together. WOW. first time sia. haha. miss lin is still so cute la. make candy and i so pai seh. haha. she's forever so young at heart. haha. so wanna meet up more but have to wait till candy pass her A level. so, in the mean time, i jus have to bear with it lo. anyway, i jus had a great time =)

p.s: candy, u will sure pass de pls. my spirit will be with you. haha.

2009-11-06T22:29:00.003+08:00

i so wanna claim insurance from tp rmt pls! i can get a cut and blister from burn during coursework. this shows dat rmt is a too dangerous course. im dere to study retailing, not going dere to do hands on art work and get hurt! anyway, at least a more relaxed week this time. lesser staying back but still on project mode =(

tml going to attend matt's bdae party. and! dere's going to be magician! weeeeeeee. haha. after dat, probably rushing to joshua's place for a mahjong date. wahahaha. finally they rmb me saying i wan go. LOL. thanks ah joshua! haha. den as for next week, i can onli say dat i hope i can make it on thurs and i dun wan to miss it again due to some reason or else i'll really be giving it up. haha.

i'll update again if dere's anything. haha. i think im going to be at least updating it once a week ba. the very least okay. haha.

p.s its fri and so, im going to watch my bei bei. ;p he's playing his bumble bee guitar today. YAY ME! nites

2009-11-01T01:32:00.007+08:00

alright, somehow im back to bring this blog back to life. LOL. i've been reducing my posts is purely jus because dere's nth to update about, and of course not dat i've pronounced this blog dead. wad i remember is dat i went prawning with my usual loves. selina and fm gt update la. see their posts. den went for ric's bdae celebration ytd and i had damn lots of fun except for one part which is the usual bullisms by the guys. seriously, i think i might wan to sue 3 of them in the future if im really left alone. LOL. it will definitely be their fault if dat happens. trust me, if not all it will at least be half of their responsibility. WAHAHAHA. and ive gt a witness! LOL. so later i'll jus attach some of ytd's pics.

den today, went to buy some stuffs for matt's birthday party next week. damn tired and i think im semi-conscience all the way till i drop onto the bed at my grandma's place. LOL. i had a damn hard week and pls, give me a break. dun do anything to provoke me okay. haha. and den basically dere's jus nth to update, u gt my point here, selina chong? haha.

so just an update, i'll probably be busy AGAIN! most likely gt stuck with projects again. oh, not dat i've finally thought it through but jus dat i doesnt want my friends to have troubles with me. but i hope i could find a day to play mario party with chong. LOL. its great fun seeing him and hong play and all of a sudden u will hear curses in the library. LOL. dat 2 brothers getting more and more dramatic la. life can never be fun without them. also, im just so enjoying myself in sister's lecture cuz i feel super relax as nothing dere concerns me. WAHAHAHA. but i think he hate my presence dere cuz he will find trouble studying. too bad. who ask u always bully me. tsk.

so currently, dats it. spot for more post in a while. i think its onli u selina chong la. LOL. and p.s who ever reads pls drop me a tag so i know dat except selina, dere's other readers. haha

2009-10-17T23:04:00.009+08:00

whenever i see him, my heart just aches so much. i cant help it but feel the aching for him. i believe many people out there feel it too.

he never fails to be by her side whenever she needs him,
he never fails to make her smile and bring her out of misery,
he never fails to help her solve all her problems and bring her into a better world.
him. her soul mate, her firefighter who is always there to put out the fire in her heart.

Yoon Ji Hoo.

A man who gives in unconditionally to the woman who he loves and only have her interest in his mind.
A man who is willing to sacrifice himself for his best friend and the woman he loves the most.
A man who is always giving in but do not expect any returns, get back nothing but hurt.
A man who is always so gentle to the person he loves and do his best for her.
A man who should deserves someone who is able to reciprocate his feelings.

Yoon Ji Hoo.

This fictional man seems to be etched in my mind for as long as he was created. Now, a national ideal man of all girls' dream. Even if he was created into such a perfectly fictional character, and I know that there is not going to be such a man on Earth, he's going to be in my mind for as long as the word "love" exists.

2009-09-07T23:45:00.005+08:00

I am posting this post because i am damn damn damn freaking stress. i so hate the coming of thursday. i just told inez and matt why am i asking this trouble, torturing myself for the sake of this damn piece of paper. making myself remembering all the major scales from C major to B major, F major to B flat major, all the minors scales from A minor to B flat minor, the arpeggios, contrary scales and chromatic scales. after dat i still have to perfectly play out 3 selected pieces. making myself so worried that im so scare and anxious i cant rmb the melody played, cant sing out the notes, or correct answered the style, music period and characteristics of the piece played, and lastly im so scared dat i'll screw up my sight-reading because i am so anxious and nervous. i cant afford and doesnt want to fail this exam because this is the one of the few thing that interest me and i wan to excel in it. ahhhhh! this is so damn freaking hating la!

2009-08-19T20:45:00.003+08:00

2009-08-14T22:09:00.003+08:00

2009-08-13T20:48:00.002+08:00

2009-06-10T23:04:00.007+08:00

its holidays now, but since i dun hav anything to update, i'll create some lists to motivate myself. haha

must buy:
-polaroid camera
-violin
-clothes

must learn:
-korean
-jap
-violin

must achieve:
-at least a merit for drum
-get my piano grade 5 this sept
-lose weight

must watch:
-harry potter & the half blood prince
-twilight saga: new moon
-boys over flowers

bonus: no la. as promised. part of it here first. sorry to have it delayed for months.

2009-05-14T22:22:00.001+08:00

its the 3rd death im facing this week. how many more victims will dere be in this game of death ..

2009-05-12T23:12:00.002+08:00

I thought i wont cry. but till i see him laying dere, i cant control anymore. although we're not dat really close, but we're still relatives and see each other every year. i tried to hold back but when i was about to leave, i saw recent pics of him and when his mum pointed out their family pic taken last christmas. i knew i cant hold it anymore..

he jus the same age as me, one week younger. he's not a normal kid but he's really smart. in the past when my great grandmother is still around, he will come my house on new year with his family. but because he's not normal, he will tend to be curious with anything dat come across his sight. so when young im really sort of worry he will spoil my things or make a mess of it, but after my great grandmother left, its our family going over to his house for visit.

every year, he will tok to us with his very western english dat often leave me with lots of question marks wad is he toking about. and this year, i jus remember he helped me with his house tv set and allow me to watch my favourite channel v new year special. but the next coming year, dere's no one to help me anymore or tok to me with dat westernised english. i know im so gonna miss dat.

i still cant control myself whenever i thought of wad his mum last say to us. "Next year, dere's no one to disturb you anymore." i think i'll really miss dat ...

2009-05-06T19:35:00.004+08:00

I feel so great with Clar and Ric today. they jus bring fun into my damn 9 to 6 wed schedule. also, a coicidence meet up with hong and chong is definitely awesome too. jus stop making fun of me the 2 of u! meet up with them is jus like having santa visiting your hse on christmas. how wonderful? i cant imagine life w/o them. i can even miss their teases when i misses them sooooooooo much.

how long will this disaster go on ? how much further can they walk with me ?

p.s: C.Tay i updated with your big name alright? you're welcome =)

2009-04-24T20:57:00.008+08:00

连你都会残忍隔绝

我的心能要谁了解

眼中烛光摇晃着熄灭

为何把我推向边缘

被砸坏了的一切

卡住了我让我无法往前

囚禁在距离笑声最远的房间

单独隔离寂寞地盘旋

全世界都停了电全世界都封了街

我所有窗子外面被贴上黑夜

我呐喊思念却没人听见

绝望到极点剩的是疲倦

全世界都停了电全世界白雪满天

才发觉在我心间有回忆碎片

一作梦翻身就刺痛流血

我卷着身体缩成一个圈像一个句点

2009-04-18T17:18:00.003+08:00

I JUST SAW PI LI MIT UNIFORM ON SALE ON

BLOGSHOP! 110BUCKS! AAAAAAAHHHHHH!

2009-04-03T15:09:00.004+08:00

I want a family like the Cullens.

I want a family like the Weasleys.

I want a perfect love like Edward.

I want a perfect love like MIT 007.

I want a friend like Jacob.

I want a friend like Ron.

I want a friend like Hermione.

Notice! They're all jus "wants". But thats the past. They've all become needs of my life.

I need a family like the Cullens.
I need a family like the Weasleys.

I need a perfect love like Edward.
I need a perfect love like MIT 007.

I need a friend like Jacob.
I need a friend like Ron.
I need a friend like Hermione.

Now! Do they seems like they're an urgent problem Im facing now ? Do they seems like some things that i really really DO NEED AND WANT??!!

2009-03-27T14:47:00.005+08:00

Next, Happy 18th Birthday, Hong GuoHarn! omg, he really grows up!!! haha.

The surprise is fun!! LOL. though dat bdae boy almost "po geng" -.-''' LOL. and!! dat chong guo han is getting more and more dramatic. see him and fm can make us laugh whole day sia. jinny and i left early cuz i gt supp next day. darn bus stats. im cursing it. CURSING CURSING CURSING. speaking of it, i tink im gonna retake it cuz i totally flunk lots of questions. ahhh.tmd

2009-03-27T14:14:00.007+08:00

YOZ. im back from hongkong like a week already ? LOL. keep forgetting to upload. but first, gotta update about candy's bdae. i know its long ago but i wan to write down! den fer my hongkong trip, as its a 9 days trip, it'll be quite a long post with pics. so i decided to break it into 3 parts, 3 days each part. easier to read oso la. haha. so, here's the pics fer candy's bdae!

Happy 18th Birthday, Candy!

2009-03-02T21:43:00.001+08:00

I finally got my STITCH PASSPORT HOLDER =) and my m.a.c eyeliner. hehe

2009-02-26T22:17:00.016+08:00

ROBERT PATTISON (EDWARD CULLEN)

TOGETHER WITH HIS LOVE KRISTEN

STEWERT (ISSABELLA CULLEN SWAN)

AND THEIR GREAT PAL TAYLOR LAUTNER

(JACOB BLACK) ARE GOING TO BE ON A

EVENT IN JAPAN TOKYO TML!!! HOLY

SHIT. WHY AM I STILL HERE?? =(

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

EDWARD & BELLA ARE ALREADY IN

TOKYO NOW! JUS 3302.91 MILES AWAY!

2009-02-23T20:55:00.003+08:00

I think all of my luck for my life has been totally used up! flunked 3 mid sem tests but somehow still manage to pass all coursework. of course my project group members contribute lots to it. but after last week's and today's paper, im a total gone case! aaawwww. tml's bus stats is even making my life worst. i totally hate that subject and dats why i've been failing it through the whole sem. darn! the worst is coming ..

for now, all i can do it pray hard pray hard pray hard and CROSS MY FINGERS! i know its useless anyway .. =/ at least doing sth.

2009-02-13T20:29:00.004+08:00

告诉我-唐禹哲

一个人走一走

街灯下的路口

握不紧的双手

不知怎么形容

已被你击退的我

不知道该往哪躲

想不到挽留的借口

面对面跟我说

你已经不爱我

承诺全部没收

让我忘了所有

一个人重新来过

你怎么那么从容

怎么都等不及我回头

狠心的话全都讲完

剩下的路各走一半

也许我真的不够勇敢

毕竟相爱一场有太多片段

告诉我怎么能忘记你的笑容

告诉我怎么做才是普通朋友

假如你用心守候

不会是这个结果

你说的我都懂我却不能够就这样放手

告诉我悲伤的时候会想起我

告诉我你舍得让我独自漂泊

有些话说不出口

害怕又犯下了错

分手还没有说泪就先流

2009-02-01T00:06:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW (NIU) YEAR!! wonder why haven been uploading ? cuz im jus too busy and preparing a special pic =) haha. so, pls be prepared that this might be a rather long post. ;p

first, new year eve, went to grandma hse and eat eat eat. dat almost become my new hobby le pls. OMG, after new year gotta do something la. if not later regret ah. den entertain my cousin with her hamster lolli and played mahjong and cards. jus fer entertaining. not much money involved and mahjong is zero at all. they're still kids u know. LOL. den watch tv and play this play dat. help grandma with packing her angbaos. so actually i know how much is her angbaos. WAHAHAHA!! helped my aunt did dat on the previous day too. den went home around 8 or 9 plus cuz gotta prepare fer the next day.

HAPPY NEW YEAR, went to sengkang first to visit 2 hses. rather few places to visit nowadays. bascially i tink its been reducing every year. LOL. after some other visiting, my fav place. my grandma hse. WAHAHAHA. damn damn happy see lots ppl la. pls, its onli once a year. and i got this relative daughter who i tink she's in love with me, have been following me everywhere. BUT, SHE'S DAMN CHIO PLS!!! jus k2 i tink. but she look so damn chio, so gt qi zhi lo. and, she looks a bit like when im young. really young. im not beating around the bush to compliment myself hor! its true, but i've gotta admit she's much cuter than me, becuz of her eyes. so jealous!! haha. and, one more climax is i took pictures with all of my cousins and one nephew which i always took with -.- haha. ALL 11 OF THEM!!! cuz my grandma gt 14 grandchildren minus my hse de 3 mah. LOL. the climax is below. wahaha. i gt a hard time chasing after everyone of them okay?! my cousin still complain say i damn free and bo liao. haha. appreciate leh. see each other once a year nia! thought not all. inez and matt almost 2 or 3 times each week. LOL. den steamboat-ed, tv, cards and i brought 2 kids down to play. im almost a nanny pls. -.- but i love kids, when they're not naughty. haha. so hyper la dat day. weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ YAY ME!!!

den on the second day, went all the way to jurong to bai nian. watched wad i've been hoping to watch . CHANNEL [V]! weeeeeeeeee. damn funny la. me and my sis gt our butt stuck to the sofa and eyes sticked onto the big screen. haha. after dat, visit another hse opposite and continue with our show. den one last hse before to my grandma's hse again. YES, AGAIN!! haha. like cant get sick of it. LOL. no la. cuz intend to go watch movie with aunt ma. then, in the end, damn pissed off. go to the bus stop wait fer dunno how long den realise dat day the bus is not in service -.- wts ? so went back grandma's hse to steamboat again. den tv and lolli again. haha. evening, went to my aunt's friend hse. cuz in tam so easier fer me go home. saw this cat gt abused and its leg is injured and face is dented in. OMG, my cousin gt so sad dat she cry, making almost cry la. but i cant, with my non waterproof eyeliner on -.- mus go change waterproof le la. i cursed dat bloody idiot who did dat to the cat. SO DAMN HEARTLESS! cats not living thing ah. U WATCH OUT! warning to everyone out dere, STOP ABUSING ANIMALS PLS!! have some heart! or i will curse u. too bad, alright? there goes the chinese saying: " ni zuo chu yi, wo zuo shi wu". argh!

den ytd, went back to jyss as i promised miss lin i will bring her her oranges. haha. as usual, mr ang ks is always the first teacher to be spotted. he really damn damn free de pls. and he actually know TGIF. LOL. damn hilarious la. jinny still go "huh ?" oh yes, i went back to jinny and des. candy last min cant make it. but nvm, we're arranging to go dating with our handsome mr amos ng (really! pls change yr hair style or else i think all yr student fans will run off la. haha) den bring jinny go see every teacher cuz whenever i go back they always ask me fer her -.- am i her mom ? LOL. no la. we good sisters ma!! haha. den chatted with miss lin, mr ng a while, mr ang every now and then cuz he keep walking here and dere. LOL. also mdm kho, mr tenn and some other teacher not around anymore. so no choice. after the sch visiting, had lunch at pastamania with des and candy. jinny went fer her tut. den caught the love matters. they cut away my fav part!! the part where henry thia say he know how to make sentences using colours. LOL. dats the best part pls, and they cut off -.- nvm abt dat. went to zhanjie's hse with des. zhanjie stop being so last min. LOL. he say dats exciting -.- LOL. watch tv dere while the guys played the cards. around 10 plus, went home with ric as he gotta leave too.

today, went fer drum make up lesson den grandma's hse again. WAHAHAHA. maybe u can guess how many times i've been dere jus barely this week's time ? LOL. do the usual dere and went visiting with aunt again. OMG, her colleague had the life i dream of! as fer wad is it, its a secret to me. i can onli so I AM DAMN DAMN ENVIOUS!! dats my dream life. maybe one of the most realistic one. but still hard to fulfill la. after dat, i had my first foot stepped into paragon. never been dere as the brands dere are ... you know ? LOL. my aunt wanted do some stuffs but we went dere too late. so went no choice. homed and yu sheng. haha. after dat, went home. my aunt going hongkong tml le. not the usual kind of trip. sort of moving dere fer 3 years and back once every month. so, dat means .. i have to be the nanny again. LOL. and dat 2 is getting more and more difficult to control sia. i mus go tink of new ways liao. haha. alright, tink end here le la. my hand tired le okay ? btw. congrats if you hav been reading till here, becuz can read so much is sort of an achievement fer me already. LOL. haha. nites =)

2009-01-18T23:08:00.002+08:00

weeeee. finally a meet up with dat lim foong mei. LOL. so, this post is sort of dedicated to her. others, dun jealous. date me out and dere will always be a post specially fer u. haha. listened to fm lots of long long stories, updated my system of her software in my memory. haha. basically we jus tok and walk around tm and cs la. so nothin much to say la. but i've gt a little thing fer my meimei =)

meimei, dun care about others and specially dat idiot pls. its definitely his fault!! dun worry, anything can find me. haha. after yr story, im sure to support you. jus dat maybe myself gotta find a way to defend dat ric pang! LOL. no worries, im sure i can tink of a way to deal with him, if nt u mus help me ah. haha. anyway, actually i gt nothing much say la. BUT!! jus an advice, pls dun be like my sis la. cherish pls! LOL. and dun chi ji wo la! damn saddening lo. haha =x ;p

ai ni! haha

2009-01-13T21:00:00.003+08:00

i saw him today. yes, indeed. he was jus centi-metres away from me. the feeling is so near yet so far.. probably u would think im jus silly to go dat distance fer jus dat hour to really take a look at him. but dunno why i jus have the weird feeling when he walk past my back or in front of me. well, i tink i still haven really figure out wads the feeling between us. =/

also, i wan retract my words of 2009 being a lucky year. jus the first week, i fell down thrice, THRICE! twice at orchard, ORCHARD! wth. damn paii seh de pls. eeeewwww. den another one is captain's ball, dat one is sport so excusable. haha. den, worst of all, flunked 3 paper this sem. forget it. i might as well let it go, dat doesnt matter dat much to me anyway. den, all of a sudden, all projects jus pop out from nowhere, now im going insane la. !#$%^&*()@ ARGH!den gt a changed of piano teacher. alright i mus admit her practical was fabulous but theory, WHO CAN HELP ME??!! her english is er, well, figure it out yrself eh?

BUT, dere's something which make me quite happy is, I FINISHED WATCHING PI LIT MIT! weeeeeeeeeeee. YAY ME! 007 and tian mo xing. he he he he. so sweet. lian ai jia. haha. ooops. im nt spoiler, jus too happy. if u watch, u'll understand. 007 is so damn perfect la. shuai, high IQ, thoughtful and play a great hand of piano. OMG! no wonder tian mo xing is so mezmerised with me. i tink im going to be too. haha. ;p

2009-01-06T23:03:00.002+08:00

i finally come into light knowing that why are my dreams always the way they are, dreams. i started to believe what people had always said about "heaven is fair". people who are rich might not be happy with their life, probably losing one of the best thing on earth, freedom. however, the people who are the opposite class maybe do not have a luxury life like the riches, but they might probably be contented with their life, having every other needs they can have, great relationships with family and friends.

I've realised that god had probably used up all his colours on his colour palette to colour my colouring book on physical and necessary needs, causing him to forget the other pages of my life. therefore i suppose before he could either buy new paint for my other pages or there goes my dreams. however, at least I've sort it out in some way. isn't it great ?

well, recently I'm also have been reading up on books. surprised eh ? just that i think its a great piece of work after I've watched the movie. twilight. i finished the book in 3 days, just as i planned to. now, all my mind had been occupied by Edward Cullen and Isabella Swan, she prefer been referred as Bella instead of Isabella, i do not why she resists the name that much. Edward was descibed too perfectly in the book, which i suppose it really meant to be 100% fiction. but Robert Pattison was hot as well. their love story was great! I'm sure to read up the whole series of twilight saga. but just then, the next series of the saga, "new moon", would only be released in theatre end of this year. which mean its gonna be on my waiting list that stretches all the way till the end when its only January now. but fortunately, the "Harry Potter and the half blood prince" would be out in the summer, which i hope they will not hold it any longer. at least something to quench my thirst.

I'm just so into sci-fiction nowadays, that sometimes i do hope they are true, even if they are un-descibeable dangerous. i suppose living with the cold ones just like the Cullens might not be a bad idea afterall =x LOL

2009-01-02T16:24:00.003+08:00

jus the second day of the year and first day of sch, im feeling damn f*** up pls. except fer the entertain by nicole cuz she was so frustated with dat lame teacher and laughter from roy and his frends. LOL. first, i flunked 2 papers. i know its kind of expected with the way i attend lectures and tutorials, but of course still dun feel good wad. and the worst is if i change course now, im wasting ONE WHOLE YEAR OF TIME! this is damn frustating, irritating, annoying, and ^&*()!@#$%

next, im jus upset by their attitude. im nt angry but sort of disappointed and sad. i seems to have lost them and the worst is i dunno wads the cause. this is one of my main sector of my life, my motivation and almost everything. this is not the first time im having such problem, but i jus cant figure out the root of the cause.they are the one bringing me joy and heartbreaking moments. im sure i cherish every moment with every one of them, even if its jus a second of my life. but ..they jus hurts me when i have my trust in them. they jus bring me up the peak of joy and let me drop to the bottom of sadness. well, i tink this is going to bug me fer quite some time. =(

2009-01-01T20:46:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! first post fer the year. i bet this year is gonna be a GREAT YEAR! im sure! haha. I've gt new resolution which is different from the past years. those are too stupid and dumb pls. NEW ONE ARE DAMN COOL! but they're meant to be secret. haha. ;p sorry lo. but im jus so excited about my new resolution. so next time anymore "i wish", it will be THIS! YAY ME! la la la ~ let this year be a good one fer everyone ! =) but, a damn irritating thing is i gotta wait fer another 11 months to watch a M18 movie -.- whereas rachel aw meiling can watch it next week =( LOL.

actually, before the year end dere's something i wanna post, but its too nt so gd so i decided to post it other time, becuz jus new year mus be FRESH! =)

to candy: remember our shopping date.
to LFM: stop being so busy can??!! pls make some time fer me ?
to roy: when is our kopi time ah ? starbucks or kopitiam ? LOL.

2008-12-28T22:08:00.002+08:00

Instructions: State 20 random facts about myself.
At the end, choose 20 pple to do it and reason why they are chosen

1. Im a girl
2. Im born on 28 nov
3. Im named as Lim Kai Li (to some, curry eh ?)
4. Im so in love with stitch
5. I love UK
6. I love piano
7. I love drum
8. I love violin
9. I love blue
10. I love sleeping
11. I love watching idol drama
12. Im in love with Harry Potter series
13. Im in love with Twilight Saga
14. I love watching action, magical & sci-fic movies as u can see wad im addicted above (LOL)
15. I love sleeping
16. I love watching soooooo many things (u will know if u know me, haha)
17. I hate tests and examinations
18. I hate doing projects and presentations
19. I hate going to school
20. I hate anything related to what i hate

Anyone can do it if u think u dunno wad to blog about and yr blog is about to die. LOL. tang! i gave u face. LOL.

oh yes, watched Twilight today and it was fabulous! honestly! i finally know why some ppl jus go so ga-ga over it. i tink im addicted to it too. LOL. hope the rest of the series will faster be move onto the big screen. Robert Pattinson was HOT in the movie. YES! jus as he was as Cedric diggory. catch it if u haven. REALLY!!

and, on the way back, saw jieying. u really gt me scared! LOL. she jus walk quietly next to me and bump me. i thought i bump into other ppl sia. LOL. haha. alright, cya tml eh. know u miss me tooooooooooo much!! haha.

to be updated again .....

2008-12-25T23:24:00.002+08:00

MERRY XMAS!!! HOHOHO! i jus make it right in time to blog before 12. haha. thanks fer the present candy, christmas cards yuanping, selina, jinny, and all the wishes from everyone. zhanjie was the first. kan jiong boy. haha. received a couple of present but haven open yet. it meant to be open tml, boxing day. but i know one of my gift already and i super love it, cuz is i choose de, haha.

den celebrated christmas with my aunt and cousins, cuz my family dun celebrate. went to church with them and i was zZz-ing. i know its bad but wad can i do? its midnight mass. =( LOL. den went to her friend hse and eat. i knew i was so lovable. haha. the kids jus love me. LOL. and i gt a new boyfriend dere. his name too chim. i will blog his name here when i find out how to spell. haha. and he agree to be my boyfriend too. WAHAHAHA. LOL. alright, roughly how i pass my christmas, but definitely nt my holiday. my nephew birthday is coming and probably going to fetch him to celebrate. so, yeah, look out for update again. p.s i will post my bf pic with me up soon. ;p

2008-12-22T16:37:00.005+08:00

NEW POST!! went out with candy, clar, des, ric and jieming ytd. it was damn fun la. they all jus make my day. LOL. we lunched and had dessert at ben and jerry. and!!! the best surprise is i saw my primary school best best friend, KAN YUAN PING! omg. we haven been seeing each other ever since we graduate from pri sch. but she's such a sweet friend. she never fail to forget my birthday and send me greeting cards. THANKS GAL!!!

den we shopped and shopped. i didn know clar like shopping lo, next time want shopping sld find him. haha. den actually wanted go clar hse fer mahjong but my mum dun allow, =( no choice lo. haha. cuz today quite busy. alright, look at the pics below~!!

PS: a little update, i bump into mdm kho today. weeeeeeeeeee. so damn surprise. went to eat at bedok den saw a familiar car and i look in, mdm kho is waving at me. wahahaha. =) one of my best favourite teacher. YAY ME!

2008-11-29T15:49:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! IM FINALLY 17! YAY ME.

alright, first i have to thank the following people in order of wishing:
-kelvin
-yuan ping
-jie ying
-jinny
-selina
-ric
-desmond
-yingen
-clarence
-nicole tan
-inez
-kailynn
-eugene chia
-foong mei
-4th aunt
-peiying
-cheryl
-nicole de
-vincent
-douglas
-minghui
-dennis
-yuting
-rachel
-3rd aunt
-mingrong
-alfred
-jieming
-zhanjie
-kit lun
-hanjun
-guoharn
-candy
-benedict
-joshua wong
-catherine

LOTS OF THINGS TO SAY BUT GOTTA THANKS THOSE WHO CAME, NO MATTER DID U LEAVE EARLY, AS LONG AS YR PRESENT =) AND ALSO THE GIFTS, MY FIRST FLOWER FROM NICOLE(S), 2 STITCH!!!! FROM MY BEST GRP OF FREND, AND A GIFT FROM ZJ WHICH I DUNNO HE SHARE WITH WHO. LOL. REALLY LOTS LOTS THINGS TO SAY AH. BUT I TINK I'LL JUS POST UP THE PICS? ;P

A note of special thanks : my dad and aunt fer the sponsoring, aunt fer the car ride, clar candy des jinny and ric fer preparing the food, clar's maid fer marinating, clar's mum fer teaching us wrap the sotong (damn funny lo. clar and his mum are so damn cute! haah), eugene and his frend fer the fire, inez and her frend present and everyone presence !! =) p.s i got my first manicure jus fer this day. and im wear BIH!! COOL! WAHAHAHA =D

2008-11-27T00:57:00.002+08:00

i feel so dumb, stupid, idoitic, silly, no-IQ ... why am i always pining my hopes on the wrong person at the wrong time ? from hope to disappointment, and from disappointment to hopeless ... i shouldnt have trust, believe and place my hopes on them.

im nt gonna believe them anymore and neither am i going to be dat **** ...

p.s i've a new birthday wish and ambition! haha. i know i've been changing it quite often, LOL. but ever since then, i believe my bdae wish can no longer be the old one. the story i heard about today teach me a lesson. so i tink its better to change before hurt come knocking on my door. as fer ambition, of course is due to the most recent show im watch MIT! damn cool!

btw, i can play the phase 1 of shuo hao de xing fu neng. YIPPEEE. YAY ME! im gonna learn this up, a damn nice song.

i know my update all thing super no link, but dats wad i wanna update. HAHA. looking forward to tml. P.S ITS MY BDAE EVE NOW !! WEEEEEEEEEE

2008-11-20T21:50:00.000+08:00

i know i very romantic, thank you. dun need tink too much of the post below. actually wanted it in chinese, cause know my chinese better ma. but in the end, my eng like so weird seh. =/ nvm. jus read read jiu hao lo. haha

2008-11-20T21:36:00.002+08:00

"It was always you. Seeing you everyday, dats wad kept me going. "

Walking on the same street we've walked together,

places we went together,

sitting at the same seat we once sat together,

listening to the song that linked us together,

hearing the words we've once said to each other,

fun we had together,

Im always been reminded of them, those memories.

How I wish you will be reminded when you're walking on the street we've once walked together,

How I wish you will be reminded going to the places we went to together,

How I wish you will be reminded sitting on the same seat you once sat with me,

How I wish you will be reminded when the song is played,

How I wish you will be reminded when our form of communication is used,

How I wish you will be reminded of the fun we used to have together,

How I wish you could remember .. ..

2008-11-13T21:52:00.000+08:00

I WANT A VIOLIN FOR BIRTHDAY PRESENT!! =D

2008-11-10T19:24:00.003+08:00

为你抄笔记，为你织围巾，你夸我细心

靠墙的位置，奶茶要少冰我帮你留意

专属的雨衣，晚安的简讯，是你的贴心

一直以为，永恒的爱就是你

怎么最近你对我很安静却对她细心

不再有卡片美丽写讯息冷漠的彻底

有人说长大爱就会变心只剩下回忆

直到那天你的缺席才相信

原来你的心有空隙

她才能轻易的占据

我没本领我不争气

假装不在意

原来我的心有空隙

还留著有你的记忆

眼泪是我，爱情的纪念品

2008-11-10T19:01:00.005+08:00

alright, i know i haven been updating, so here. well, my parents have been away fer this week so i went over to my grandma hse to stay. den sat is matt's bdae, we went to ecp and had seafood dinner. YAY ME! den everyday after sch is go back my grandma hse. omg. when did i ever have such a no life life =( den sunday, went to the church opposite great world city fer a funfair. the weather damn hot la. but i like the hotdog bun and otah =) den today, my parents coming back, ohh. =/

oh yes, ytd by chance i gt to know this news which i dunno whether sld i be happy or upset. S&A i suppose ? afterall, it has been going on fer some time, so well, cant be forgotten so easily, eh ? yes, selina, the origin of my nick. LOL

聽你開心說著你的事情
我有一種莫名心跳反應
夜深人靜時候突然想到你
沒有原因沒有邏輯誰能說明
總是愛捉弄我尋我開心
從來沒有想過會喜歡你

不用等你开口先说我爱你(我爱你)
在那之前想对你说我愿意(我愿意)
你不必问你也不必等
这一刻就值得爱到永恒
我该如何让你明白我爱你(我爱你)
在那之后你点头说我愿意(我愿意)
想照顾你想守护着你
这一刻只想把你抱紧

只要你还记得我们都懂了
太多的伤痛会让人变深刻
恨若走干净了爱会留下来的
而你为何连做朋友都舍不得

我是女生只要爱一个人用尽全力去争
不管爱情有多残忍不管你笑我笨
我是女生不管爱多残忍我比谁都认真
不管是女生或女人不管你笑我笨

2008-11-02T00:17:00.002+08:00

A most honest and truthful sentence quoted by mrs sucillia danial "Life is never fair." it used to be a joke to 4e1, but now it seems too real to me. "The truth always hurt." this could never be anymore truthful. some people lost their memories during an accident try to recall their past, while some people are trying so hard to forget their painful experience. doesnt this fulfill the 2 sayings above ?

"Things always never go as the way we've planned." if it does, wad is the purpose of surprises and future. whose life can be happened exactly like the way they wan? from the moment we're born, did we ever hav the choice to choose our name, gender, our character and the family we'll be born into ?

THERE WILL BE NO MORE BDAE WISH FER ME FROM THE MOMENT WHEN IM TOLD TO GIVE UP ON MY ONLY HOPE.

dun ask me anything about this post. i do not want to be reminded of it.

2008-10-23T22:38:00.004+08:00

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2008-10-22T01:30:00.003+08:00

I got this from yuting's blog and true, it is damn true la. 99% !! (if u tink its too long, dun read the long part la. LOL)

http://www.handwritingwizard.com/analysis.php

Lim is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.
Lim will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Lim an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.
When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Lim is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.
Lim is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Lim doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Lim will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Lim believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Lim will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Lim has an over-awareness of self. She often feels self-conscious. She fears ridicule, therefore she is careful not to place herself in a position to receive any ridicule. She wonders what people will think if she acts in a certain manner. When encountering a new group of people, Lim may stay on the sidelines until she has the people categorized, or she may behave in a "positive attention getting" manner to assure people think good thoughts about her from the start.
In the sales profession, this self-consciousness is called "call reluctance". They take the word "no" as a personal criticism. Therefore, there is an internal struggle when performing this type of work. Although this person may be a great salesperson, she still feels insecurity. She will perform better if someone else is with her because the fear of ridicule from her peers is far greater than the fear of ridicule from her clients. Many times this type of person becomes a sales trainer, because when she is training, she doesn't have to put herself in a position of being told "no" as often as the salesmen do.

In reference to Lim's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Lim slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.
She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Lim can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Lim's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Lim that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Lim also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Lim is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Lim's self-concept is artificially low. Lim will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Lim to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Lim is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Lim is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Lim is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

Something is incomplete in Lim's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Lim's sexual needs.

2008-10-18T21:08:00.003+08:00

went amk today (aunt facial) and meet up with eugene. we're both sick and tired of amk hub so i called my nephew and we decided to visit him at yishun ~ sth happened on the way, but i promise eugene i shall nt blog it. haha. he shy u see. LOL. in the end, we took a cab dere, both of us no sense of direction la. haha.

den brought my nephew down to play. actually its jus eugene entertaining him. haha. im doing him a big favour, alright? bringing him back to his great childhood memories. they sort of run here and dere over the bridge, my nephew think its fun. haha. ke lian la eugene. psps. haha. didn know why today my nephew damn hyper-active. haha. i tink is becuz he miss me too much and too high to see me. HAHA!! FYI i dun hav much chance go visit him u see, YISHUN & TAM! LOL. dats why he so happy la. haha.

anyway, poor eugene hav to play sort of catching with him. haha. nice eugene? u sld be honoured la, no one seen him before okay, U FIRST! haha. in the end, both sort of tired out, but my cousin still damn high. LOL. cuz he going frend's bdae party. den send him home to prepare and we left fer amk again to meet my aunt. thanks eh, eugene.

well, think dats all. damn shit. im preparing fer 2 music exams now. =.=''' pics coming .. =D

I wonder why i look so diff in every pic. and eugene chia! stop being so fussy la. =D

2008-10-15T12:29:00.005+08:00

YAY ME! went cycling with jinny, ric and guoharn at ecp ytd =D i finally gt to see jinny after dunno how many years lo. but she disppoint me liao "Jinny ho, next time go out dont do dat hair pls" LOL. guoharn was late so while waiting fer him, the 3 of us had lunch at foodcourt den go arcade. the 2 of them keep thinking dere's sth wrong with me becuz i sort of too high when i see jinny. haha. we went arcade and played some games. I LOVE THE STITCH DERE =) its soooooo cute. haha. tink ric's gonna get mad becuz i been getting high whenever i see machines with stitch. haha.

after we meet up with guoharn, we went to take bus 15. AND! dunno thanks to who, we took the CORRECT bus in the WRONG direction =.=''' den we alight at pasir ris and decide to take a cab since its cheaper with 4 ppl. LOL. guoharn seems to hav a nice time toking to the aunty. haha. but guoharn face is so cheeky can. LOL.

when we reached, we rent 2 indivdual bikes and 1 twin bike (so lucky we choose 1 twin bike, read on and u will know). ric and me on the twin bike and its soooo great with him on it. im so relaxed lo. =x haha. xie xie ric lo. haha. we cycle till the beach near changi and we played with the crabs dere. HAHA. i purposely wan the crab to fight but they seems to be ignoring me. haha. den i help them bath and play with them. haha. BUT IN THE END! ric pang and dat hong guoharn are sooooo evil to bury them into the deep sand. aaawwww! poor crabs =( but they say im so dumb becuz they will crawl out themselves becuz they are crabs =.='''

soon, it started raining, so we faster cycle back. on the way, i think im too relax and jinny seems tired out, so i block her way and ask her go with ric and i take her bike. see, i so good. haha. kiddin la. she really look sooooo tired. after dat, i finally realise how tired she is. OMG. cycling on solo isnt hard, but hav to catch up with the guys, its almost a mission impossible. den i slowly cycle lo, no choice. but when going up the slope, something's wrong with me and i tried to call ric and jinny but they are sooooo far in front. LOL. i tink jinny can fully understand why i've been screaming almost half the journey. haha. den i slowly slowly, 4e1 motto, slow and steady up the slope and down the slope.

den when we are to meet at the "flower garden" dere, i tried to turn right and up a mini slope but somehow i crash into the bushes. OMG! ric pang pls dun tell anyone. =x he say he saw. ='( poor me. dunno why i always seems the one to get injured during out outing. LOL. den my leg was bleeding. scratches everywhere on the left side of my body. =( stream of blood. at least nt a pool ? haha. den guoharn help me clean the blood and actually they wanted me to rest at a better place but some how i gt giddy and sit on the floor. haha. i always sit on floor.

den after like a couple of mins of resting, we wanted to carry on but i sort of puke. eeeewwwww. and it taste like milo smell. i complain to jinny. say why gt milo smell when i didn drink milo fer so many days, den she say is the coke i drink previously. how could the taste of coke is the same as milo ?? =.=?? nvm. LOL. den ric with me on the back of the bike we cycle, no la, i tink its jus him who cycle all the way back to the bike shop. poor ric. after dat, we went to the arcade and had a great time. its so cheap =) 50cents nia. YAY!!

around 6plus, we started getting back becus my mum has been nagging. =.=''' so we walk to the bus stop at parkway. WTS. its so damn far =( poor me. haha. no la. i had fun with them so its alright =D den we took bus 196 and change to 28 at bedok. den went to aunt hse which is 3 storey below mine to celebrate my uncle's bdae. KFC and Pizza, YUMMY~ =D yup. and dats all fer my great day.

but, im also quite sad fer the day becuz i've gt present from the outing =.= adding unnecessary scars to my already scarred leg and hand ='( sob sob .. *sniff *sniff but dats nt the main prob. the main prob is i really feel like wad hong say me. a burden =( well, its definitely nt the first time i gt wounded and needed them to help me. last time my brave jinny even help me clean a big pool of blood becuz i broke my toe nail. this time its guoharn cleaning my streams of blood. =( i felt so bad dat everytime they hav to take note of me and make sure im okay. poor ric, ytd he was almost cycling the whole journey with me helping probably onli 10% of the journey. =( sorry guys, but I LOVE YOU GUYS!! =D always take good care of me becuz of the you-know-the-problem and always hav to sacrifice becuz i couldn do some of the activities they want. dui bu qi!

therefore, i've decided to change my bdae wish, thus fulfilling my cousin's cruel prophecy. i wish dat i will nt give troubles to my friends anymore =D as fer the prophecy, ive gt no way to avoid. aaawwww. =( nvm. its okay. ive jus gt a new bdae wish soooo, say cheese! dun worry, im nt emo. haha. so YAY ME!

p.s jinny & ric: wo shi ren jian ren ai, che jian che zai, quan bu li mian zui ke ai =D

2008-10-13T15:40:00.005+08:00

聽你開心說著你的事情

我有一種莫名心跳反應

夜深人靜時候突然想到你

沒有原因沒有邏輯誰能說明

總以為我們是地球的南北兩極

直到分開旅行我才明白

有好多的話想說給你聽

是我笨的可以我們早就相遇

我說服我自己這一切只是友情

是你讓我相信兩顆心沒有距離

我才發現原來我愛著你

總是愛捉弄我尋我開心

從來沒有想過會喜歡你

也許愛情就是沒什麼道理

緣份來臨措手不及誰看得清

總以為我們是地球的南北兩極

直到分開旅行我才明白

有好多的話想說給你聽

是我笨的可以我們早就相遇

我說服我自己這一切只是友情

是你讓我相信兩顆心沒有距離

我才發現原來我愛著你

是我笨的可以沒看穿你的心

還以為這就是愛情無聊的惡作劇

是我笨得可以我終於面對自己

勇敢證明我是真的愛你

我是真的愛你

2008-10-12T15:17:00.002+08:00

alright, i haven been updating any outings or decent post. LOL. so here's a couple day of post. fri went to jurong with fm and eugene. the journey was so damn long. tam to jurong leh. den we waited fer eugene 25 mins =.=''' i almost want to "chia si ta". !! accompany them to acer repair centre to send the com fer service. den after dat, we took the wrong bus i tink 198. =/ in the end we gt to boon lay interchange instead of jurong de. LOL. so we might as well go jurong point and have a walk, since we nan de go dere right ? haha. den we took the train back, eugene alight at jurong to take bus to hougang, fm and i go back tam eat bk. den we walk walk a while jiu go back lo.

ytd, went fer my drum lesson and my teacher say im prepared fer the exam soon. YAY ME!! lalalalala~~ after dat, meet up with yingen and travel a damn long journey again. =.=''' oh yes, i bought a storybook with audio cd of stitch on fri =D but dat eugene chia had a great laugh at me, almost dun wan let me buy. haha. luckily fm help me=) den was listening to it on the way dere, yingen is so old at his mentality dat he didn know how to appreciate =( i dun wan share things with him liao. he always bully my stitch. u flower heart de! whole afternoon at the cc listen to the band practice den go city hall den i go back grandma hse. okay, dats about it ? roughly la. cnt rmb dat much anyway.

den today, go parkway and had jap fer lunch. actually i wanted to take pic with benjamin de, in the end, i onli saw samuel. nvm. dere's always a next time. haha. the weather is soooooo hot now la. and! if dere's something as sleep walking, i believe i've been sleep crying ytd. LOL. sound ridiculous eh ? i also dunno. i onli know i've been scam fer years about fairytales =.=''' my cousin watched the princess bed time story ytd and of course im watching too, since dere's my fav Cinderella. but im so upset dat she bluff me. =( its all a big scam afterall.

2008-10-10T22:09:00.004+08:00

I HATE THE 2 OF YOU!! (see fm, i say i will blog right? haha)

i am damn sad can. fer this few days or in fact this week i've been like been said fer the same thing almost everyday and worst of all its something dat is so sensitive.

wo yao bei qi si le!! =(

2008-09-21T20:45:00.002+08:00

As usual, when i couldnt sleep, next day my blog will have such post. so, if u dun wan see jus close lo. not as if it gonna come out in test lor. haha.

alright, i jus realise i've got no determination, perseverance, motivation, purpose, goal or ... i tink ive been spending 16 and a half years fer nothing. i dun like study, dun like work, onli slack. so wad if i gt my diploma ? i dun like working either. jus how am i going to survive like dat ? up to now, i onli tink my interest is eating drink play sleep and spend money. piano, drum, school (which i dun attend), travelling, daily needs and luxurious wants. but wad can i do ? i jus feel this way. i hate life as it is to be. spend a few years crying do nth, spend years and years on studies, decades and decades on working and wad ? when retire, u're old and sick how do u enjoy the rest of the years u have ?

sometimes, i'll jus wonder how will i die. i would often pray dat i could die in my sleep, so that at least i wont have to suffer in the last moment of my life, isnt it true ? but dat would also means i wont have any time to plan fer my wishlist. i jus have so many wishes to fulfill, words to say, places to visit, things to buy and memories to create. i wan to do everything i can when im still young and will the ability to. i dun wan to wait till i have any disable or wad dat would cause my regret.

IM SO NT IN THE MOOD RECENTLY SO DUN COME PROVOKE ME!

2008-09-15T19:32:00.002+08:00

HERE COMES THE GENTING POST!! sorry fer the delay, was at my grandma hse fer the past couple days. as dere're too many pics. so i jus post them up as an album on photobucket. the url is below. but dere's some point i wanna say:

1. FM has been ignoring me. BORING! dun bother me when i put in the efort to entertain her. i wanna find rachel mama le.
2. damn suay. unable to play the theme park =(
3. shop till i can almost memorise the map of the mall =.='''
4. FM was super duper unlucky abt doing a cartoon drawing fer herself. LOL. first time, hesitate fer damn long, den we went back the person break 1 hr, we shop and went back again he close store le. haha. den next couple day, off days. LOL. she keep saying i dai suay her. =.=''' she dai suay me too can!!
5. I bought lots lots things! WAHAHAHA.
6. FM has been secretly looking at me. LOL. ask her!!
7. She took so damn lots of solo pic can. DAMN ZI LIAN!!!
8. it was rather fun though w/o going theme park. watched a movie dere AND its damn cheap la! by hongkong artists and was quite nice!
9. I really dun like our room. so damn small la & 2nd storey. so no kicks can =( and so damn pai seh when we take the lift and jus click 2nd when dere's no stairs. i swear if stay dere again, i rather dun go. LOL
10. IT WAS BRRRRR.....ING COLD! haha

alright, dats it fer now. anymore i'll update again. but if u wan can also go fm's livejournal see. haha.

http://s331.photobucket.com/albums/l480/blue-paradize/Genting%202008/

2008-08-16T22:03:00.002+08:00

everything is in a whirl now. i jus cant get it straight. everything is so stressed up. exams here and dere. gotta practice piano and drum. and! dat matter.it has been going on fer some time and i jus dunno how to break the ice. i tink im not going to make it for the 28aug appointment. jus as my blogskin "If you want to see the Rainbow, you gotta first put up with the Rain." but the rain is so heavy now dat i cant see my way ...

i dun like business. but all the feedback i get is den wad else u want. business den gt future etc etc. my mum keep thinking its useless for me to learn piano. today my bro jus say learn drum for wad, gals where play drum. my mum always tink i wasting money on all these. cant i jus do some of the things i want ?

i jus hate the way things work. standard of living gets better, better life and so wad ? how many people now are really happy with their life. people always say dat kampong life are better, poor but with happiness. this jus shows dat money cant buy happiness. i dun want to earn alot money, i jus want be happy. it has been rumored dat the world will end on 2010/2012, and by dat time, probably i would still be around, but wad will i be doing ? will i face the end of worl with no regrets or full of regrets ? i dunno ..

2008-08-14T21:23:00.002+08:00

ok, i promised a update regrading the previous, which is the gathering after going back to jyss. first, i must thank wong wong. though he has been verbally abusing me fer dunno since when, but he was so gd to help me take my bag last week. i tink it was probably he love my bag. haha. he acted the david gan thingy and everyone laughed like mad. haha. he was so suitable can. haha!!

also, sam was sort of kanna scam can. he bought a bottle of coke which cnt be open no matter how hard we tried. LOL. but he told me he can open when he reach home. i wonder how. haha. den i go shake and shake and shake till like it was damn hard like rock. can bounce on the carpet of safra la. haha.

alright, this week, went to almost all of fm's lecture. and! i must definitely say her lecture is so much much much better than mine can. i can see jy's shadow. haha. super fun. den the lecturer even more funny la. he can read solution into SALUTION. everyone ROFL. haha. den i must really comment fm's frend. yingen and dion best partners fer actions, eugene and alfred fer verbal. haha! they 4 really can make one's day. haha.

wan info fer eugene and alfred's winning production ? read fm's latest post. as fer yingen and dion, its ytd. we went watch "The Journey To The Centre Of The Earth" (fm, dinosaur where gt scary? LOL) and they 2 so funny all the way from school till dinner till movie. all the nonsense scissor paper stone and wife and hubby quarreling. LOL. mind you, they're both older than me by 1 year. LOL.

and! and! rmb my best admired idol, hafiz warren leong .... name too long. sorry fifi. dun worry, u're still number 1!! haha. now i gt second one le. fm's frend yingen. haha. super talent leh. 2 diplomas can, violin and piano. finally i can hear a proper violin piece. matt is almost ruining the violin world reputation can. LOL. but finally, he's improving!! my ear dun need suffer liao. haha. so dats it. dats currently my latest life. haha

2008-08-08T20:30:00.006+08:00

080808 wow! a super memorable day. went back to jyss and took really lots lots of pics. but currently the camera cable is not with me. sorry, i'll update it next time =D saw so many teachers and still dun see mrs danial =( joshua was so funny about mrs tan pregnancy. he say " ni you you le ah?" den mrs tan was like wad ? 2nd time nia. LOL.

ok. the following events are not in sequence but in point form cuz i really cnt rmb the details. haha.

1. no matter where we go, sure see mr ang KS. like so fated like dat. LOL
2. zhanjie look so good today! haha
3. miss lin complain about us being so heartless dat we forgot her bdae. i gonna rmb it from now 5TH OF JULY!! very very belated birthday to miss lin. haha
4. mr amos ng is den the heartless one. actually call me min yi ?? LOL. he onli rmb face dun rmb name. haha
5. got invited by li jing to buffet. LOL.
6. cam-woring all the way. I GT A PIC WITH MR GALISTAN!!!
7. joshua bully me all the way =(
8. the performance was =.= VERY SO SO
9. the marching was worse. me and vivien saw so many people move here move there.
10. rambutan was really really SMALL SIZED. haha

currently, dats all fer now ? if i rmb anythin den i blog again. haha. after dat, went to eat with fm, vivien, candy, xu ning and wong wong. chit chat dere and play play. den went to safra. keep kanna bully by joshua ALL THE WAY, can ? im so pathetic. LOL. and and!! he go play with my mascara =.=''' damn gong zhu can him. wts. LOL. they book a pool table but gotta wait very long so, sam, jinny and i left first. firstly, i tired to wait. secondly, i'm damn upset and angry. thirdly, im HUNGRY for dinner. haha. so dats all for now.

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these few days im jus so agitated and upset by some people. looks can really be deceiving. who would tink dat ***(1) will have such a bad attitude and can hide ***self so well under ***'s look.

next, im jus really disappointed as time has come so far. i used to believe ***(2) was such a great person. telling everyone how wonderful frend is ***, how caring, how gentleman, so proud to have *** as frend etc etc. but *** has proved how this person really is. giving me aeroplanes, tell me how busy in the end ? jus another person who falls fer new stuffs....

these few days im jus not in the good mood, so sorry about it. but seriously im jus upset how LIFE could be ..

2008-08-04T18:46:00.003+08:00

bloody school. 2 times absence nia, letter email all come come come! wts. mc! mc! mc! everything also wan mc, like mc so much dun stay in education industry la, go medical industry la. still say wad treat us like young adults ? its all bullshit alright! now my mum gt the letter and she's gonna start all the nagging again ? WTS la. stupid school. AHHHHHHH!!!

AND WAD THE HELL IS ELASTICITY LA!

its like dat. i hate to say but everyone everything every moment is like dat. haiis.

2008-07-31T22:28:00.002+08:00

im jus going through some new and old songs and here .. here. my fav parts. true/false, believe it or not. most of them are definitely true.

当世界不知不觉的变了有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的想象是一种快乐 (angela zhang - 不想懂得)

有时候我会感觉非常累 (fan fan - 黑白配)

请不要放开我的双手
不要缺席我的以后
请留给我慢慢消失的那一道彩虹 (genie zhuo - 永不消失的彩虹)

每次当爱从心痛起程
我明白等待背后是伤痕 (angela zhang - 爱情旅程)

曖昧讓人受盡委屈找不到相愛的證據
何時該前進　何時該放棄 (rainie yang - 曖昧)

不用等你开口先说我爱你(我爱你)
在那之前想对你说我愿意(我愿意)
你不必问你也不必等
这一刻就值得爱到永恒
我该如何让你明白我爱你(我爱你)
在那之后你点头说我愿意(我愿意)
想照顾你想守护着你
这一刻只想把你抱紧 (Lollipop/ Hey girl - 苦茶)

来不及回那一天我们相遇的季节
曾经一起美好的画面如今却消失不见 (Lollipop - 那一天)

2008-07-29T19:01:00.003+08:00

here's an update fer sunday. went to my grandma/ aunt hse warming. i love it. almost everyone is dere. haha. ALMOST but nt all. =.= my nephew was so damn cute. i had this conversation with him but in chinese.

me: alvin, where is yr daddy ?
alvin: he eaten by crocodile le
me: huh ? wad crocodile ?
alvin: he go work then the crocodile eat him (fyi my cousin is navy de)
me: LOL.

den i go ask my aunt and my cousin say no la. he go work. alvin always hope he kanna eaten by crocodile so no one scold him. LOL! naughty boy. haha

oh yes, i make a new friend. Yin Yi. i suppose her name was spelled like dat. My mum's dad's brother's son's daughter. haha. i dunno she's my who la. LOL. haha. but anway, she's soooo cute!! look jus like when i was young. jus dat her eyes are so charming, so much better than mine. i jealous sia.haha

den play with all the young kids, FYI i'm a kid king okay! haha. most people say its because i'm a big kid, dats why i mingle well with kids. haha. i agree! LOL. den stay till night and was playing with my aunt new wii. wts. its all the wii fault dat now my arms are damn painful =( but the game was great. we had lots of fun shooting the aliens. haha. anyway, awesome gathering =)

anyone wanna watch "The mummy" with me ?

2008-07-28T18:56:00.008+08:00

here here .. the sat post. celebrated jinny's bdae. its all my fault dat jinny didn get her surprise =( im so guilty dat i came up with another idea for her. the birthday cake. wahahaha. INNER JOKE. anyway, we went sentosa on cable and omg we sure took lots of pics. so pls appreciate dat i took the effort to upload okay ? slowly admire, its okay. FOC! haha. i onli have half of them. most are in fm cam so gotta wait.

first meet everyone at tam and we headed to vivio city. waited fer ric dere den we went to ben and jerry fer ice-cream. MY IDEA =) jinny and i shared a cookie icecream because we're so lovey dovey ;p haha. den we headed to harbourfront tower to take the cable. it had been a really long long time since i last took it. dere was this conversation make me feel so upset and funny.

me: hey. we change place take pic leh. last time when i was young i use to run about in the cable car leh.

hong: last time how many of you in the car ?

me: hmm. my sis, me and my parents lor. 4 of us!

hong: last time 4 of you leh. now how many of us here ? 7!!

me: ehh, ya hor. =(

chong: last time u 5kg leh, now 50kg leh.

me: =.='''

wts ? i was already pri sch and i weigh 5kg ? =.= act funny eh, chong ? anyway, we stopped at sentosa and had a tour with lots lots pic taken. oh yes, we paid 10 odds dollar to sit the cable car and still have to pay 2bucks entrance fee to sentosa =.= had pics with the merlion den we walk, YES, WALK to palawan beach !! wth. damn tiring la. know wad a weak body i have and im walking so far ?? LOL. anyway, we cross the shaking bridge and when we came back, i gave the idea to buy a small muffin with pokey as candle fer the birthday girl. haha.

after dat, pics pics and more pics. so, i'll stop the talk here and here comes the pics.

http://s331.photobucket.com/albums/l480/blue-paradize/26july08/

sorry, because dere's too many photo so i upload to photobucket. take a look dere. FYI the password is my name =) full name

2008-07-24T20:06:00.004+08:00

WOW! im so surprise im actually so active on my blog these few days. anyway, i jus wanna tell EVERYONE stop tinking im always single because i have a too high expectation of my other half. I DUN !!! dun jus because i like idols it means dat my other half have to be one. HELLO??!! where gt such good deals ? pls man. stop tinking so high of me.

damn irritating de can! im jus a simply person, stop imagining me been so difficult to get along can =.=''' IM SO NICE =D (ps i jus gt a damn weird and f problem is dat im jus nt used to strangers and dats it!) AAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

TALK TO ME
TALK TO ME
TALK TO ME

x_x lllllllaaaaaaaaallllllllllaaaaaaaaalllllllllaaaaaa

pls dun tink too much abt this post, alright ? LOL

2008-07-23T18:53:00.003+08:00

I HATE SCHOOL
I HATE SCHOOL
I HATE SCHOOL

I HATE STUDIES
I HATE STUDIES
I HATE STUDIES

I HATE PROJECTS
I HATE PROJECTS
I HATE PROJECTS

I HATE WORK
I HATE WORK
I HATE WORK

I HATE SOCIETY
I HATE SOCIETY
I HATE SOCIETY

I HATE REALITY
I HATE REALITY
I HATE REALITY

I HATE LIFE
I HATE LIFE
I HATE LIFE

omg. i wan dat show off cap sia. but it cost 63bucks =.=''' wonder wad material they use. LOL. anyway, its sold out =( now i going aim fer another one, better dun be sold out dat fast.. *pray pray.

oh yes, i wan mas selamat come my school!! come on come on! bomb TP business school. i wan find him to co-operate, because i wan bomb every school. AHHHHHH!!!

2008-07-22T20:41:00.003+08:00

This is going to be a very special post, nt becuz of any special reason but i jus wan it like dat. i wrote my post on paper and uploaded here as picture. so if ONLY you're interested den click it to read or else dun. P.S if u tink its a hassle or nt really dat interested, my suggestion is dun bother.

2008-07-13T00:10:00.014+08:00

UPDATED VERSION!

BE COOL!! today i started my first drum lesson. damn exciting la. but first lesson already have to spend 38 bucks on stick and book -.- forget it. im enjoying. wahahaha. den around 1 plus went to kallang mrt meet the usual. TODAY, WE'RE CELEBRATING SELINA'S BDAE. therefore, of course i must blog and post pics, or else i'll be dead the next time i see her la. LOL. den we're suppose to take the shuttle bus to kallang leisure park but in the end we gt the schedule wrong so we took bus 11. YES, dere's indeed bus 11. OMG. i always thought bus 11 is our leg la, who knows dere's really a bus 11. haha. den we went arcade. play play. i tried on the drum and my skill realy sucks. alright, i swear im gonna pay attention in class and go break the record dere la.

den around 3 plus, we're seperated into 2 grps. selina, chong and fm watch zohan. den me, jinny, hong and ric watched hancock. GOOD JOB! the show damn nice. cool la hancock. after dat, went arcade again. I WAN MY STITCH!!! aaaawwwww =( nvm. i'm going to get one on my own! lousy machine. haha. but anyway, ric "shake" out a minnie. lol. and he gave to jinny. haha. den shop around fer a while and we set off to hard rock cafe @ orchard. those heartless ones, keep walking so fast. onli jinny best, walk SLOW SLOW with me. haha.

we den trained to orchard and walk a long long long way dere. from orchard mrt to behind forum shopping mall la. my legs are breaking! BUT, its really a damn damn nice place. thanks hong fer the great recommendation! going dere again fer sure! haha. we gals shared 2 sets and the guys shared 2 sets. i was damn full but i dunno why the rest are so not full. lol. den we walk walk around and took pics. really like mountain tortoise la. haha. i love those guitars! SUPER COOL! i swear if i can, i'll sure take up guitar. i know im so waste of money la, but too sad, i like! haha.

after the meal, dere's some performance and we played true or dare. some nt really true. but all are super daring!! GOOD JOB TO THE CHONGS!! wahahaha. damn damn exciting!! WWWWWOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG! wahaha. sorry, dere's an age limit and we love each other so i cant say out. see! selina, i gt protect yr privacy, i jus say its cool and exciting. wahahaha. but it make the rest of us so chill to our spine la. =.=''' haha. oh yes, each of us gt a balloon and everyone signed on each other's balloon. its fun and memorable. we sat and play till 10 plus and everyone's family started calling and calling. LOL. no choice, gotta pay the bill and off we went. today was damn great la. we didn spend such great time together fer ages and i miss it!! i love you guys man! Be COOL! lets rock! jinny love hard rock cafe. wahahaha. pics pics .. its always here the best part. YOZ!

PS: my leg are breaking la!! i tink i need to cut down some weight or else my leg will nt be able to hold my weight. rythm leh. haha! & my balloon cnt fly le =(

2008-07-07T20:16:00.002+08:00

today went to tam polyclinic with fm. took a queue number 7777. damn nice la. and today's date is 7th july. COOL! haha. den while waiting fer the queue number, we chat and chat den suddenly i go check out the queue number, I'VE MISSED MY TURN. damn pai seh can. go tell the person den the person help me with the registration. lol. i gt 4 things to blog which i told fm i will. haha.

1. I missed my queue number 7777.
2. The doctor skipped my number 2786 and go to 2793.
3. The doctor ask am i doing a course dat goes to the construction site =.= i look like studying those subject de ma! LOL
4. The doctor nv stamp my mc den i go back he say he dun have the stamp, ask me go pay first the person will stamp =.=''' (sldn't the doc stamp?)

after dat, fm go find her friends and i go meet candy fer a short shop. while waiting fer her, i shopped around and i finally found the shoe i wan. the shoe i've been searching high and low, though its abit different from the first design i wanted. but i still bought it. but the colour i wan no stock so pay first, the person say stock come le will call me.

den when candy's done, we shop shop a while den she went home and i went to find my mum, aunt, grandma, sis and cousins. the place is full of ppl la. shop shop, eat eat, and my aunt bought deathnote 1 & 2! yeah! recently jus watch L change the world, and i seriously fell in love with the movie. L is such a genius!! but so sad he die so early sia. super nice la. i now rated it my second fav movie, becuz harry potter is still the first. haha. Ken'ichi Matsuyama is sooooo damn cool and cute!! =D

alright, dats all folks. went home after the tiring shopping and damn full of all the eating. haha. need to rest ..

2008-06-28T21:41:00.009+08:00

NEw POST !! NEW POST !! this is my first post i'm gonna post using my new com! =) though it had been some time, but jus fer some ppl info, i jus gt a new vaio white laptop. =D damn chio la. wahahaha. too bad the blue nt dat nice. aaawww. OK! i'm going to post is because ..

TODAY IS MY GRANDMOTHER'S BIRTHDAY!! YEAH!! =D

first, in the afternoon went to plaza singapura with my aunt to watch you dun mess with the zohan. my first nc 16 movie. cool! but it turn out to be rather boring. lol. not my cup of tea la. haha. after dat, when shop shop a while den go back grandmother hse cut cake and play with all my cousin and nephew. i know im childish, alright ? haha.

den went opposite to eat. i like it! so many people. haha. its like so hard to see some of my cousins can. they all like big big business man doing big big business like dat. =.= haha so of course, dere's pic!!! finally, yeah ? i so long didn update a long post with pics. haha. come on! take a look =D (please hor, those cousins and nephew of mine is nt easy to serve, man! and not all cousin took with me, some when i wanna take dunno go where le. haha)

2008-06-13T22:09:00.002+08:00

WOOOO !! WOOOO !! went to lunar ytd with fm and my sis and saw LOLLIPOP!! damn cool can. went to airport too. they're so close la, cuz as compare dun tink there's really alot ppl. but at lunar damn lots la. and dere's lots of complaints abt the event, obviously it wasn't well plan .. well, as least i still gt to buy my dvd and went in. so damn happy to see them la. ESPECIALLY PRINCE & FABIEN! its still the old saying "xiaoyu, ni you lai ma?" lol. its wad xiaogui always say to him, cuz he always go on show and dun tok, as though jus go show face and gt paid. lol. they look jus exactly like the pics ?? duh .. lol. some ppl dun, can! they performed a couple of songs and i tink their live is quite alright la, as compare to ... lol. cannot say la, later gt conflict, but i also like dat grp can. haha.

andy ge was damn shuai too la. lol. he's their ... i dunno wad is it call in english, so jus zhong jian. chim la. at first when i saw him i still thought he's one of them. lol. but turn out to be their superior. lol. oh yes, xiaojie is so damn damn damn nice can. super friendly la. see alot ppl also say dat. cuz he will auto shake hand lor. den xiaoyu nt much shoot on him. jus a quiet rocker ? lol. den prince, dunno something's wrong or wad. alot ppl say didn manage to shake his hand, he's more of being bei dong. so most of them have to call him. well, im actually counted as lucky ba, at least still manage to shake his hand. lol. if nt, i'll be damn regretful can! den ah wei is indeed smaller in size when he stand with the others. lol. =x but he's damn cute and funny can. AND!!! he's damn popular in spore la. haha. den aoquan super duper .. zhi lian la. keep looking at camera, den see he sign also nv look at the item, the hand move onli, eye look other place. lol. keep doing faces, funny guy eh .. but he's friendly too, sign super fast la, dunno wad he's signing. =.= den wei lian .. i nth say leh. lol. he also super free, cuz aoquan slow den he also free, look look around lor. haha.

very long nv see so long de post le right ? lol. of course mus post la. after like waited fer so long, finally saw prince and fabien. prince look superb in person can!! no doubt in my taste. lol. though maybe he seems abit .. err . u know. prince ?? lol. he's damn cute la. OMG! haha =D prince leh .. WOOOO!! WOOOO!!

actually when i saw them or some others artists i went to see, dere's really a weird feeling, you know. its like, you see those ppl on screen, and now you can actually see them in person without something in between. oh .. i dunno how to describe the feeling, weird, special, aiya, cant say out in words la. i dunno how to express. lol. =D especially can see someone u admire .. lol.

2008-05-31T23:06:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS THE BIG BIG DAY! YES! the day to remember for life. the same date of today 2007, current time, im on my way to my fav place, UK! i jus wan to blog this to commemorate this day, because it was the happiest day and period of time in my life. i will never regret going. i miss UK damn much la! and also those who went with me. dat includes mrs danial. seems to have lost contact with her. she like MIA =.= haha. so yup, jus this fer the moment. REMEMBER 31 MAY! HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY! UK ROX!!

2008-04-15T14:07:00.007+08:00

LIES LIES LIES .. the world we're in living in contains nothing but lies. who say the saying "dreams come true", who say wishing 3 wishes on yr birthday will come true, who say wishing upon a shooting star wish will come true, who came up with wishing wells, wishing fountains and all those legends. who say santa will visit u if u behave, who say god will love u if u're good, who say it pays to be good ?!! WHO?! WHO?! WHO?! im nt gonna believe anythin ever in my life. dere's no difference in being a good child or a bad child, dere's no difference in doing more good deeds or more bad deeds, dere's no difference in holding so much hope in life. im nt gonna believe words like "sure" "confirm" "definitely" "forever". non of them are true. all are jus a pack of lies dat exist to hurt.

Who say dere's GOD, who say dere's Jesus, who say dere's heaven, who say we have our own fairy godmother and guardian angel ? WHO SAY SO?! all of those who say so jus nothin BUT LIARS!!! i hate god, i hate jesus, i hate heaven, i hate fairy godmother, i hate guardian angel .. they are all LIARS, everything about them are jus LIES! LIES! im nt going to believe anythin abt them. my aunt used to sing me the song "jesus love me" when i was young and i truely believe whenever i go to church with her, but i do nt believe it now. who say yr ancestor will protect u from harm ? if so, why am i hurt nt once, nt twice but umpteen times. why am i always been hurt again and again.im given hope, but receive disappointment. i've receive more scolding and blaming than encouragement, i've been crying more than im laughing in my life. EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE ARE LIES! LIES! LIES!

Who say u will succeed if u work hard, who say u will be paid fer yr hard work and effort u put in? Who say planning is a better way to succeed? WHERE IS MY SUCCESS?? WHERE IS MY DREAM COME TRUE? NOTHING GOES ACCORDING TO MY PLAN !! everytime i work hard and aim fer something, nothin came out of it. im so tired .. really, really tired. im tired of all the empty promises, working so hard fer something but do nt gt the result i wan, all the hopes and disappointment, and all those hurtful feelings .. I HATE THE CREATOR!

2008-04-14T18:57:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday, Prince! =D

2008-04-08T16:21:00.002+08:00

I've gt my dream. A dream i wanna fulfill, a dream i wanna accomplished. but its something the reality does nt allow. I wanna do something big and proud in my life. i dun wanna waste my days jus away like this, i dun wan a meaningless life, and definitely nt a life with regrets. i wan to work hard fer my dream but i do not know how. im nt given the chance and i do nt see the luck in me. i'll nv give up if i have the chance to.

oh man, sch gonna start soon and im damn frustrated abt it la. lonely ~ im so lonely ~ honestly till now i still couldnt find someone who is in the same course as me and this is so terrible can. anyway, i still dunno why am i taking this course. =.= i dun wanna have an office life in the future can, so damn lifeless la! but no choice, gotta get a useful cert of else, it will be hard on me in the future, so jus kan zhe ban ba. last week of fun and im gonna plan it FULL. or else when will i get another chance. lol. but actually without noticing, ive actually been holiday-ing fer nearly 5 months. WOW! lol. but do u tink its enough fer me ? haha.

oh yes, recently have been looking damn hard fer a student exchange programme chance to taiwan, anyone know any gd agency PLS PLS PLS tell me can. from wad i know, most sudent exchange programme is fer age up to 18 and IM GONNA BE 18 NEXT YEAR! come on, i dun wanna waste the chance, alright? 18 is a damn bad age la, caught in between a teen and adult age. too old fer teen's activity and starting going into adult's life. arghhh. i wanna experience the high sch life in taiwan, COME ON, throw in info to me!!

2008-03-26T18:34:00.002+08:00

裕树长大了！！watched the latest episode of They kissed again and its was SUPERB! 不愧 is the best rated idol drama in taiwan. lol .. and of course my favourite out of all .. cant wait fer next week, PRINCE's on! wooooo ... also, again, can nv resist the charm of Ghost Prince .. watched brown sugar macchiato ep 11 again, but damn the youtube, my fav part 6 was unable to load. wad de ??! so no choice went around to read their fanfic and stories lor, wad else. haha.

okay, end those .. next im gonna have the money to buy my camera soon!! wow! it was like ... i wanted to buy one since last dec but onli now den gt the money buy. haha. but Sony T2 wasnt cheap man! the cheapest i've ask about is $540. make me so indecisive la. dats almost 3/4 of my pay ? lol .. but anyway, i tink im gonna tink about it fer some time first and tink of an excuse to shut my folks's mouth. lol. den i'll have 2 weeks rotting at home and worrying about my sch orientation. =( speaking of dat, who say retail management was a hot course ? up till now, i still couldnt find anyone in the same course as me. damn it la. how am i gonna survive dat day .. onli solution is my phone, so peeps, see! im hinting, sms me as much on dat day as possible. haha. kiddin la.

hmmm. tink dats all ba. update soon. and also can tag me abt my deal on the camera. i wanna upload pics, BEAUTIFUL pics!! pics with friends and family! =)

2008-03-21T19:17:00.002+08:00

YOZ YOZ! im finally back after numerous days of finding a new blogskin. this new skin is found by my sis nt me (why she can find i cnt ?? =.=) actually i have lots of things to write de, but as it had been too many days, i jus simply forgot them. haha. but i rmb sth is i wanna help to promote a stall at the pasa malam at the tam mrt currently. its the sort of make yr name with the acrylic and i love mine! haha. went dere with fm on mon and we saw him like so alone den i suggested go give him some business. so now im here promoting fer him. go find him to make yr name pls! its lovely (mine of course) ! =) den den .. i also dunno wad le can. oh yes, one super sad news and one super happy news. though its nt really new to some of you. haha.

my precious ipod shuffle had gone to meet its maker! yes, to its own heaven =.=''' but .. BUT!! i gt a new IPOD NANO! haha. though i tink its the older generation one, but 4GB can ? up till now, i still cant even manage to fill up half GB with photos too. no new songs basically and i oso see the use of putting in old songs when i dun listen to them anymore. haha.

another thing, i finally went to work can. after months of slacking. haha. actually i've been working fer weeks already, but as u can see, i can onli update it now ? lol.ehh, yes yes, celebrated tang tang's bdae! great day eh .. =) and hong's bdae, finally a gathering fer us. den i tink dats all fer now ba. dunno wad to write also. haha. update agin when dere is new news. haha. keep a lookout! ;p

2008-02-27T15:07:00.005+08:00

YIPEE!! im back. lol. but first of all, its 27 feb today .. so,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALBEE (XiaoXun)!!

never mind if u dunno her. haha. okay .. had lots of fun these few days, and ps its becuz my parents aren't around. wahahaha!! but they're back today. =( lol.went to stay at my grandma hse fer a couple of days. mon went to airport with rachel and cassandra fer some training. personally la, feel dat its quite fun! gt to eat, drink, play & fun! haha.. and we sort of meet up with our "teachers". we saw someone who look really like mrs danial. nt onli her look, but they way she tok, the way she express, totally like mrs danial! and dere's another one who look dat mdm lee. haha. but overall had quite a gd day.

tues, went out with fm, candy, clar and des. first meet up with fm shop shop, tok tok, and we had so much time waiting fer the other 3, we actually had a drink and tea break at the durian la. (i jus realise i dunno how to spell the e ..) when we all meet already, candy and i sort of have the couple wear. haha. so qiao. den we went to this cafe and HAD LOTS LOTS fun. wahahaha.we played fer couple of hours and the games dere some are really fun and u dun get to see them jus anywhere, okay? so its rather special. but candy left half way cuz she gtg and meet zhanjie. den we 4 continue. in the first place when we play a kind of duck game, candy was bullied like siao by clar. haha. but after she left, i kanna. anyway, i seriously suspect dat day aries jus had a feud with sagittarus. wahahaha!!or is it jus clar forgot his medicine again.

oh yes, gt this game i wanna comment. its called the TRUE COLOUR, or something like dat. its damn funny, cuz its like every round clar was involve. wahaha. and he say now i finally know the true colour of my friends. lol. actually some is jus sabo fer fun nia la, though some of them are true. wahahaha! and through this game, i sort of feel the "love" from my frends. lol. like some questions make me feel dat they're so kind to me!! lol.probably im the youngest among all ? or am i really so well-liked ? kiddin la, i where gt so bhb can, i know they jus cant bear bully me la, i youngest leh. haha! I LOVE U GUYS!! =D

den today, went back home here early in the morning to watch all my youtubes and tudous. haha. exciting leh. ps, i love my design of prince. as a complimentary give u guys a free gift below. haha. nice can tell me, nt nice dun say la. my beloved prince, dun like dat leh. haha

2008-02-20T13:44:00.002+08:00

Im back after a week of slacking on youtube, tudou etc .. haha. gt my posting ytd and it was wad retail management =.= nt really interested but some ppl so nt bad so jus try lor. anyway, rachel is damn upset abt it cuz we gt the same score and she had this subject in the first choice and it was my 7th choice, but i gt it and she didn. MOE is so damn weird la. anyway, studies jus isn my cup of tea, so jus heck care la. the society jus bother abt the cert only isn it? who bothers so much la.

OH YES, I FOUND MY ANOTHER DREAM ~ but ppl often say dreams are jus dreams. of course other than being able to study at hogwarts (im ridiculous, so dun bother abt me. haha), now i wanna go HEI SE HUI!! its nt the underworld dat one la. probably onli some might know. wahaha. i know this is as "mission impossible" as the hogwarts dream, BUT i like it can?!! humph. i like dreaming can! HEI SE HUI! HEI SE HUI!

2008-02-14T18:36:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! haha. received gifts from fm and candy .. thanks! went fer lunch with the gals .. den candy accompanied me buy sth. den went fer piano. dats it. short!

tues, went back jyss with fm (candy later) and by luck we saw MRS DANIAL! wooo .. but she dun rmb our name. haha. so nice to see her again. she was still was hilarious as ever, jokes with the teachers. i seriously suspect "mr ang ks was paid by moe to tok". haha. kidding eh ? cuz when we're toking to mrs danial, mr ang came over and mrs danial joked dat "pls go back and set paper, moe did not pay fer you to tok" haha. but it was really nice toking to the teachers again. we also helped miss lin with some admin work. i like marking papers! haha. den we waited fer miss lin to finish her stuffs den we took 291 together.

miss lin first went home to change becuz she's meeting her frend afterwards, so me candy fm go shopping. when miss lin's back, she treated us cafe cartel! omg.. she's so nice =) haha. but she's in such a rush so we did nt stay fer very long. after the meal, went to fm hse fer a short stay and went home .. hehe. enjoyed tues!

i haven watch any movie i wanted to watch!! argh .. but anyway, going out again tml, and i bet its gonna be a great day with those gang of frends of mine. haha. update soon ..

2008-02-06T12:55:00.000+08:00

went back to sch ytd and i manage to see almost all my teachers .. YIPEE!! my chinese teacher was so happy fer my result and i even told her a secret jinny said. haha! the performance was jus alright, probably i was jealous fer nt being able to be in the crowd screaming away. haha. but of course the dance by jeremy and his co. was definitely WOW! lol. tok to most teachers and was tinking dat probably going back again next week to bring oranges to them, especially miss lin. haha. oh yes, ke lian de candy, dat smack from mr ang ks was really loud and clear! haha.

oh yes, in the morning meet fm fer breakfast cum lunch and we chatted fer so long. i tink it was just me toking ba. haha. den she accompanied me home twice to get things. thanks! sorry fer the trouble. den after dat, she went out with her sister. i went out with selina they all. but in the end, became me candy clar and jm fer some reason. lol. dat uncle tay of mine can cause ppl's death with those jokes of his la. even fm also say he's so damn funny can. ytd i was almost laughing all the way. too many to be named and mention. haha .. and yes, after numerous visit, i finally get to see jinny working. wahaha. she even blame me fer visiting her becuz she cant get to eat her lunch properly. haha =x den we went home very soon cuz candy need reach home before 630. and clar need to go be his "fishballer"=x

i know they might be blaming me but i really do not know wad else can i do. i've tried nt jus once or twice to save it but they jus not doing their part. im sick and tired of all the perfuntory words by them and sometimes totally thought im the invisble woman of Fantastic 4. hais. i jus hope things would be better. i didn choose to give up and i'll never do so, but they jus doesn seems to be caring about it.

P.S lim fm, i gt blog my blog ok?! haha ..

2008-02-03T18:21:00.000+08:00

miss me anyone ? lol .. i'm finally back, haha. nt dat i dun wanna blog but jus dat i did not blog is becuz it was fer some gd reason. I TOTALLY HAD NO LIFE fer the past few days.. but i do not wan my blog to be buried into history so i came up with jus some nonsense to blog.

youtub-ing almost everyday and all i watch is onli channel V (nt channel U). last few episodes are really funny and i gt a gd laugh out of it. oh yes, when shopping ytd with aunt. first, went to bugis street and gt myself a bag as a reward =) den went to suntec and shop. wanted to buy a adidas jacket de as my aunt could get a discount, but to my disappointment, dere's isnt any design dat caught my attention so no choice, didn get one if nt wad a waste of money.

den .. no more den. wad else. yes yes, chinese new year is finally coming where i can enjoy again .. wahahaha. not onli get angbaos, but also can eat and go shopping, cuz gt money le ma. wahahaha. ok. i didn hab much things to blog like selina with an exciting life, jinny ho with her long long post, wonder how she did dat. i could onli make my post longer with pics. lol.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEEPS!!

2008-01-23T20:35:00.000+08:00

I had been reallllllllyyyyyyy long since i last blogged. at the very moment i jus wish to blog! and hopefully, i pray dat its nt gonna be my last post. god bless me! anyway, yes, dats it, tml's the day everyone had been tokiin abt since last nov. and according to wad i've first seen on zhanjie's nick when i log into msn is dat he tinks Singapore's population is gonna decrease after tml and deli suggests the government better do something, so as to protect us, the so call future pillar of the country. dun u know 1 year of 'pillars' is really to a country like spore since manpower is our only resource ? and they are really a gang, they had this type of thinking. the last time i saw clarence, he said this. when all of us get our results we might go and choose a building together and jump off. lol. and he also mentioned we need register taking -.- ''' haha. but anyway, although this is seriously nt encouraged, i would recommend people to jump off in grps. because, who knows, your gang might be the lucky one to be the mega hit of the next day newspaper ? haha.

sianz. so yup, gonna meet everyone tml and i totally dun have the feelings of going but wad can i do .. =( haiis.

oh yes, during this empty period, dere was once i felt really really down. although candy had a little mentioning of it, but i wanna write more. it was this very nite where no matter how hard i try, i jus couldn sleep. so, i reached our fer my phone and browse through my images folders. i realise i still had a couple of class photo, a whole folder of ND 07 pics and lots of pics taken with teachers and my beloved friends. as i look through i felt dat my face was wet. and yes, i cried fer the whole nite -.-''' pathetic me ok. i cant sleep and cried with those memories and when i thought i had cried enough and felt sleepy, i still cant sleep. my nose was BLOCKED! bloody hell.. i really missed everything .. i miss 1e3 2e3 3e1 4e1 .. every teachers, no matter are those who had left or those who had onli taught me fer a very short period. i jus misses them. and definitely my friends.. though i still get to see some of them but i still miss majority of them. nt onli dat surprisingly i missed SCHOOL!! sob sob .. i miss my table, my chair, the whiteboard, teacher's nagging and THE CANTEEN FOOD! selina say the 3rd stall auntie quit. oh my, i love her food and she's really good. haiis. all had become a fact. lets pray fer tml ..

2008-01-01T16:50:00.000+08:00

first post fer the year 2008. even though its a brand new start but i wanna use this post to commemorate the past events in 2007. it had been a tough year with stuggling with o level, but when its over now, i actually misses it. i really misses everything in 2007. all the times i spent with my class 4E1, celebrating occasions together, worked hard together to make our class the best and of course the times we had together been scolded. haha.

in 2007, i also fulfilled one of my biggest wish, which is to go UK, especially London. although i didn manage to visit the places i wan in UK but i still had a great time dere. the most precious memories i ever had. all the fun we had with our mrs danial .. omg, i really misses her!! haven been seeing her since we last seperated.

also, dere had been lots of changes in my life. people coming in and out of my life. i hate changes. it really hurt me seeing her slowly disappearing in my life. we used to have big dreams together. i wonder does she rmb. i know its hard on her to divide her time fer everyone, trying nt to miss out anyone. but all she have is still 24 hours per day. so well, cant blame her fer missing out me, can i? oh yes, and i still wanna tell her dat, i'm still waiting fer the day dat we can fulfill our dream together.. and him, i rmb i used to have lots of trust in him, telling him nt all but most of my stuffs. but ever since some incident happened, i realise i jus cant believe him anymore. does he know dat he upsets me when he does dat ?

so i have to choice but i forget all these, gotta carry on with life, right ? jus hope dat they know i will nv forget them and i really hope our friendship never ends.. another thing. 1 year and 8 months and passed. it had been a tiring 1 year and 8 months. nvm if u guys dunno wad i toking abt. anyway, it really surprises me dat i could actually hold it on fer dat long. haha.

and, tml sch's gonna reopen. i believe dat dere's sth wrong with me. i used to hate sch alot but now, i suddenly misses it so much. jus hope dat i could go back and see all my friends and teachers. i feel like crying.. i misses everything but its all now the past and jus memories ..

2007-12-26T13:30:00.000+08:00

ytd, i spent my christmas on watching the movie Peter Pan. Jeremy Sumpter was such a hunk. Alright, anyway, watching dat movie really bring me thoughts. it reminds me dat now naive, innocent and simple-minded when i was really young. i used to believe fairytales and all the fairies, fairy-godmother, dragons, prince charming and all the magical creatures do exist. i also used to believe Santa, but i jus realise my hse doesn't have a chimney and as the years goes by, i realise dat things aren't wad i think too. there are no happily ever after, no dreams come true and neither is the world magical. during all these years, my dreams about fairytales are smashed, dreamed-childhood was nt gonna be part of my memory. i wish i could go to neverland, jus like Peter Pan. just like him, i dun wanna grow up, i jus wanna remain a kid whereby my life is onli about fun and nt all the troubles i'm gonna have as part of my growing journey. although wendy say dat every kid has to grow up and understand feelings. feelings of happiness, sadness, anger and love. but i tink i jus understand wad Peter Pan felt. however, it was jus a fairytale fer Peter Pan but as fer me, living in the reality world, i could nt see any of the fairytale happen. years had past, leaves had been dropping and growing, seasons after seasons, after going through wad i've been going through, i knew dat fairytales are jus forever bedtime stories dat will never come true, and i hate all the changes dat happen around me. i wish dat time would freeze and things would always remain how they are, but dats nt possible, isnt it ? people comes in and out of our lives, new events happen every now and then, memory are always updated with new fresh memories. but i do not like dat, i wish fer neverland but places like neverland does not ever exists, does it ? i wish dat i could live in neverland, where i do not have to grow up. and i hate to grow up. will Peter Pan bring me to his neverland ?

2007-12-19T16:07:00.000+08:00

okok. i'm here to blog as some people say seeing the same post is simply boring. actually i also gt nth blog la. recently, i the most free person, watching youtube every now and then. now watching ISWAK 2 and Bull Fighting. nice la!

den christmas round the corner and i jus had a new destination dat i wanna go. i really wanna save lot lot lot money so i can go and visit finland =) BIG BIG wish ok! i wan go finland la..

busy week. went iceskating ytd and i so suay injured my right wrist. nana. and i jus realise someone injured the right wrist too -.-''' jus fer different reason. but this is so unbelievable can! luckily no piano lesson till next year or else i'll be going mad!!

ok. dats it, give some pics la.. and u get to see my pathetic hand =.= and see the food court of kallang leisure park. cool leh..

2007-12-07T16:25:00.000+08:00

I HATE LOVE! YES! BELIEVE YR EYES! I INDEED HATE LOVE. PROBABLY UP TILL NOW, NO ONE HAS YET THE ABILITY TO MAKE ME LIKE IT. I'VE LEARNT FROM AN ELF NAMED WILLY DAT LOVE HURTS. SO! WHY LOVE? AND THEREFORE, I'VE DECIDED NOT TO LOVE UNTIL SOMEONE CAN BREAK THE BRIDGE BETWEEN LOVE FROM THE WORD HURT. PEOPLE ALWAYS THOUGHT DAT LOVE IS BLISSFUL, BUT TINK ABOUT IT AGAIN. ALTHOUGH LOVE CAN BE BLISSFUL SOMETIME, BUT WHEN THE HARM IS
BROUGHT, ALL THE SO CALLED BLISS WILL BE FOREVER FORGOTTEN AND HIDE UNDER THE DARKNESS OF HARM. IF NOT, WAD DO U TINK IS THE PURPOSE FER THE INVENTION OF "BREAK-UPs"? WELL, AT LEAST UP TILL NOW, I HAVEN SEEN ANYONE FULFILLING THE REAL DEFINITION OF TRUE LOVE. IF YOU TINK ALL THOSE MENTIONED ABOVE ISN TRUE, DEN LOOK AROUND YOU AND TAKE MORE NOTICE OF THE HAPPENINGS DAT HAPPEN EVERY MOMENT ON THIS PLACE CALL EARTH.

i'm jus been bored fer the above, if u dun wan see jus ignore. anyway, with the upcoming "they kissed again" and the current "bull fighting", i believe dere will be more of these been posted. so, if find it bored, jus ignore and tag me =)

2007-12-05T21:35:00.001+08:00

i haven been blogging fer some time. oh yes, watched show luo zhi xiang concert and it was fantastic. i swear his dancing was definitely something and i love his performance with the piano. haha. by chance, saw felicia and dawn, 2 of the 7 princesses from mediacorp. they're gorgeous, felicia is those mich mature type and dawn is so princess looking. haha.

den today, went out with jinny, deli, des and clar. watched fred claus. it had been some time since i last cried when watching a movie. haha. quite touching fer me la. lol. we even thought of cathing i am legend when we saw the ad. haha. lot of things happen, of course funny things, with clar dat monkey around. lol. i suspect he really love monkey or wad. he love to wear yellow, thought its black today but its a shirt with a monkey printed on it. haha. anyway, nt much details here. wanna read more, see if jinny has the mood to blog about it.

haha. but gt something i wanna blog. jinny had been missing ben the whole afternoon and we brought her to him. haha =x

2007-11-30T21:39:00.000+08:00

Yeah! i'm finally 16! sorry fer the late update, but i wasn at home fer the last few days. celebrated my bdae and its was heavenly fun.. tues, met des and clar to watch enchanted den in the evening, went to meet the others before we set off. ton fer the first nite and everyone were so tired in the morning. lol. i'll jus keep everything short and neat, ok? first nite went fer pool and played indoor. the time at the pool are great can. i keep telling candy how gd my idol fifi is.. haha.den when midnight, joshua called and received many sms-es from pri sch frendz. thanks! oh ya, jus before midnight, i drag des and deli went to the arcade beside to run away from dat ric pang la. he keep abusing me can. lol. use the paper dat people use to buy lottery and roll into balls and throw them at me with dat chong guohan. NANA. haha. poor me.den received the present from fifi, ball, candy, deli, des, clar & dennis. THANKS GUYS! i really love them .. haha

jus before dawn, we wanted to watch sunrise but nana de. didn get to see. but we had fun at the beach and it was damn funny when clar suggested this game and asked selina to act. selina damn funny la, lol. den in the end, clar acted and no one know wad he's acting la. haha. in the end he say is pokemon. OMG! who would thought of dat with reference to his acting. lol. =x

den morning, each of us went home to nap a while and arrange to meet later. i went home and slept fer abt 3 hrs ba. den quickly went to meet jinny & des to buy the bbq stuffs. tell u la, dat des ng is so damn rich can. jinny keep askin him to buy those ex food. lol. damn funny de them. den soon, candy met up with us and we set off to clar's hse to meet him.took bus to clar's hse and actually wanted to show jinny someone else's hse but despite i went dere 3 times, i jus forgot where is it. lol. qi shi wo. den we set off back to the place. we slack fer a while den we started to set up the bbq fire. all thanks to clar and des if nt we wont have anything to eat le.. haha. they work damn hard can. oh yes, deli oso, help us remove the chicken bone. lol.. so cute la. first time i see people bbq boneless chicken. haha.

den my aunt they all visited me and brought some food too. my darling matt onli care abt his DS -.-''' lol.. but they left very soon. den we waited fer rachel, jieming, dennis, fifi and ball to come. rachel and jieming come fer a while nia den left le, cuz rachel cant stay too long. haiis. they didn manage to eat the cake. when fi,ball, dennis come and had their food, we had the cake. oh yes, i must thanks selina, foongmei, jinny, hong & chong fer the ice-cream. thanks!!! =D when cutting the cake i realise some of them look them fishy la. den i so scare why they will do i keep on holding to jinny. lol .. haha. they keep following me la, i'm so damn scare can. i faster go hide in toilet. haha. guess wad they did ? -.- ''' thanks to dat i'm wearing contact, the cant do my face. haha. ric and clar use the stain of the charcoal and make them on my hand. wtm.. so black. haha.

i washed and dunno who helped to go and borrow a knife fer me to cut the cake. and i asked deli fer help. he's so gd. lol. i tell him i wan revenge la. haha. i quickly cut the cake and as it is an icecream cake dere are so melted one on the aluminium. i used them to take revenge on clar and ric. and added some onto hong. haha. but they make it worst fer me la. ric and clar go and make my leg and think hong make my face. -.-''' luckily nv go into my eye or he die la. haha. anyway, had fun. den i had to bath thanks to hong. had some cake on my hair. lol.

after bathing, went to the room and realise the rest are playing a game and it was damn damn hilarious can. jinny and ball keep "tio". haha. jinny had to call ben and edwin as punishment and the 2 guys reaction super funny. especially edwin la. he seems so bothered abt it, still call back to dennis and ask wad happen. haha. fi had all those weird weird punishment and we all had a great laugh. lol..den we left fer downtown. fi keep on trying his luck at the X-scoop. with his determination he manage to catch a tiny little mickey mouse keychain. haha. he nv give up sia. IDOL!! haha. den fi left his phone behind and zhao liao. lol. luckily selina saw it. i took it and didn tell him. actually they wanted pool but full so went to arcade. den by accident, fi saw his phone with him. lol. aiya! so careless of me. haha. den fi and hong went to play the street basketball machine and they were insane. lol. anyway throw la. but wad was surprise was dat THEY ACTUALLY BROKE A RECORD ON THE MACHINE. lol. we all cheered sia. see! idol jiu shi idol. haha.

den me and deli went fer photo hunt again. previous day, we 2 and des had our name on the chart but it was gone. lol.we wanted to try again, so played. den as we play others come and kpo kpo and help out. but in the end, we still didn manage to get our name on. haha. anyway, good try! haha.den we went to cheers and slack slack. some of us went back as we are too tired. clar and deli continue bbq-ing as dere are some chicken wings left. den chong and selina tgt, play PS2 i tink. den i accompany fm go find her frenz, btw she gt a pri sch chalet at the same place too. lol. den walk her to the pool and she went with her frend to send them home. i felt damn bored la, so see dere and see stars. THEY ARE SO BEAUTIFUL!! the sky dat nite was fabulous!

very funny lor, hong fi ball actually walked past me but they didn notice me. -.-''' nana, am i so invisible ? lol.. den later des come find me. sit dere rot la. haha. but soon we went back fer a while. den as ric chong selina are in the room playing cards i dun wan disturb den i zhao again. haha.dun wan to waste such a lovely nite isn it. den fi thought i missing. called me and come find me with des. talked dere with the 2 of them, but basically think onli fi is doing the toking ba. haha. soon, fi's bro called and he went home with ball and hong.

so we went back and i ate the chicken wings den clar and deli had done. total i had 4 chicken wings la. lol. clar say he had 2 digits of chicken wings. haha. deli also had lots. lol. den we slack slack and bbq marshmallows. =D nice!! haha. we chat chat abit. den chong and selina played games in the living room, the rest of us went up. clar tok and tok and sing and sing. OMG, he's pro can. he actually sang tian tian ye ye but FIR alone! mind u, its a duet of faye and ah xing but he sane both. we all so damn shocked la. den ric keep provide him with the lyrics of some songs. me and deli are damn cold lor. we use the blanket and wrap ourselves like dumpling. haha. oh yes, deli hair was so funny. =x shhhh. den tink me and deli fell asleep. haha. cuz we 2 like didn tok much and listen but very soon, blackout. haha.

den in the morning, we packed and went home. overall i had a damn enjoyable bdae la. firstly, i mus really really thanks des and clar. they help out lots. prepare and doing the bbq stuffs etc. without their help i sure die de can. and also candy and jinny. accompanied me buy stuffs and odds. all credits to them. yeah!! oh yes, i love all the presents. THANKS!!! sorry. this is the shortest i can go.. wahahahaha ... oh yes, but despite all the fun, i had 1 big regret la. WE ALL FORGOT TO TAKE GRP PIC ... sob .. sob ..

2007-11-22T12:38:00.000+08:00

Here's the photo gallery!! enjoy!! I LOVE EVERYONE!!

2007-11-21T19:12:00.000+08:00

ITS PROM!!! ytd nitez was rather an enjoyable nitez, all thanks to the great frendz i had! although the prom at the hotel wasn't really dat exciting, the food was said to be nt dat nice and well, dancing wasn't my cup of tea, so wad i did was going to the toilet and have lots lots of pictures!! haha. all worth 55 bucks. mad. anyway, wad was really exciting was wad happen AFTER THE PROM .. haha.

some funny things .. there was once my idol fi was asking people where to go after prom and suddenly he scream tonning all nitez smoking,jus kiddin. haha. den he and shawn started comparing their "sticks".den miss lin behind i tell fi faster keep den miss lin look at me and smile.. oh my.. haha. den fi turn back also smile. anyway, no really serious scolding or wad la.we like keep looking and smiling at each other. haha. den when the prom end, fi shouted again. haha.like his house la. lol. oh ya, we people start to realise dat zhiyong really look damn like the hongkong actor zeng zhi wei. haha. damn funny la.

waited damn long fer the big boss clarence tay to make a decision whether to go pool-ing or club-bing. cuz if the go clubbing, jinny, candy and i will nt follow. i guai kia leh. haha. lol. dun really have a fancy on those places. no offence =x. in the end, decided to follow clar and co. for pool. we are a gang of 24 people okay! den the ratio is like 3:21 ? 3 is candy jinny and me. the rest are guys. omg. first time hang out with so many people. haha. rather fun eh. den most of the guys wear black so we thought dat they seems like filming internal affairs. haha. also, when we pass the hongkong cafe at marina, OMG! everyone set their eyes on us!! lol. cuz we too attract attention le la. such big group. lol.

we walk through citylink and suddenly someone shouted 5 more mins last train den all like wanna run lor. in the end, we realise its more than 5 mins, we wanna bashed people ah. haha. den in the end, we waited fer nearly 12 mins fer the last train to Dhoby Ghaut. went fer pool.

ut was nice man! to stay up late and enjoy with frend. oh yes, my uncle tay had been very abnormal. keep taking picture non-stop.. haha. didn know he love taking pics. haha. den we walk to parklane and play pool. joshua tried to catch the soft toy machine dere but lousy machine. haha. wah! our gang took up almost half of the amount of tables dere. haha. stand between, e1 guys table and clar and des table. den candy and i joined clar and des fer duet. dat desmond ng keep asking me play jus becuz i told him dat i last time play till ball also fly, stick also fly den he saw he wanna see. dots -.- must be studying too much make gd boy insane. haha. lol. den did joined fer some fun.. IT WAS NICE! and clar was like so pro. first hit and got 4 balls in. damn la. lol.. oh ya, jinny went off first.

after the game of pool, some went to play the game machine and wad was funny was dat weiyang was half way in the game and everything went BLACKOUT! the arcade wanna close le lah .. haha. den candy was like HAVE to go home though i feel that she WANTS to stay.. haha. den we had trouble abt dat becuz she's the only one who wanted to go home but she needed someone to share a cab with her. den we spent like nearly half an hour outside the place toking abt it ? lol. wah. so hard to decide la.

first thing is candy stay with us but she will have trouble with her parents. second, candy, joshua, baby jo, azri and i share a cab back. den some suggests wait fer the morning first train which was like 5 plus or 6 in the morning ? lol. but first, candy dun wan to have any trouble with parents, secondly we 5 can't share a cab. JUST AT THIS MOMENT, my dad called.haha. i tell him dat i wanna stay up with frend to take morning train cuz its ex to take a cab back. haha. den he didn really bother so .. THAT SOLVES THE PROB! candy and the 3 guys took a cab back and i continue with the other to go lan. and by this time, the ratio is 1:18!!! OMG! can u believe dat ? i almost fainted la, with 18 guys .. but no choice i dun wan go home dat early. haha. anyway, ITS FUN with those guys around. haha.hello!! i'm nt been a flirt here, jus dat our gang is shortage of gals and too much guys. jus not balance. not my fault too, eh .. dun tink too much.

and when i told them the solution, clar was like so happy finally solve cuz they wanna go lan. haha. although i seems rather extra in the grp BUT i must say dat the group of guys are really gentlemen enough. haha. they indeed took great care of me. haha. THANKS GUYS! they gave me "PROTECTION" lol.. and, the guys are really damn zilian la. haha. keep taking pics and pics... lol. den in the end, onli some played lan cuz it was really ex, like $4.50 fer an hour ? dunno need wad membership la. haha. so those who didn played went to camp outside city hall mrt.

after some time, clar had some frend who wanna come find him den we jus sit dere lor. but in the first place, clar was like saying "come fer wad? we also do nothin here, dun come la" something like dat. but then they still came. haha. den when their cab came, clar was like mumbling etc.. lol. damn funny. haha.den after dunno how long, someone suggested a trip to 7-eleven, so i follow them. haha.den the guys sat outside the 7-eleven dere having cup noodles and chit chat..

when its about 5 plus, we went back to the front of the station and wait. ok. got the permission. received a damn early christmas present from SINGAPORE POLICE FORCE.lol. i doubt elaboration is needed. jus gotta know dat. haha. reached home about 6 plus den slept from 730 to 1130 and go to sch. pathetic me,alright ? those e4 Amaths guys are so xing fu can sleep damn long and clar jus msn me dat he jus wake up.. wad de.. lol. den went sch everyone keep saying my dark rings.lol. actually i'm borned with dark eye rings jus dat a nite without sleeping make it worst. haha.den now, everywhere pain ah, espcially eye and neck! eye is wear contact too long,more than 12 hours nearly 18 ok! den neck and back is due to not enough sleep, so i'm gonna sleep damn early tonite la.okay, roughly dats it. if i happy den i might choose some pics to upload. haha. GOOD NITEZ!

2007-11-18T19:52:00.000+08:00

i'm so anxious to blog about today's events. haha. cuz i enjoyed myself so much dat it was the first outing after o's i'm enjoying. haha. went to see teddy bear show with candy,des and clar. WTM (just learnt this from my beloved uncle tay, lol)! i felt so cheated. i thought it was like expo sort with whole lots of display boxes with different bears in it, in the end it was a small room jus like my house living room with some pathetic tables with bears. ahhh. humph! cheat my feelings la, still make me and the others walk under the hot sun, sorry guys! i really couldn believe my uncle tay and des are so good to accompany us to go see. haha.

after dat, we went shoppin and clar bought shoes and top. he's the one with the most things. the whole outing was damn funny with clar jokes and all the fun we had making candy and dennis. haha though dennis was nt dere. haha. oh ya, clar also gt bored and fer some reason he started counting people wearing this particular colour blue and the whole day think we counted 50 plus ? haha.

we first shop around marina den we went to bugis street, candy wan to get something. den when we are about to go back to the shopping mall, we spotted fm and rachel. haha. we went around to shop fer candy's shoe. after sometime, we go back to tam, cuz candy meeting shumei. we 3 accompanied her and our leg was damn tired. when we're at the 5th level, clar spotted a chair outside the lift, dere are 2 men sitting dere, he walked quickly dere and sat down. haha. den when the lift was here, he do the action of directing the men into the lift den he quickly move over to occupy the chair fer us. haha. great uncle eh. lol. we waited and waited. den tok and laugh all the way. overall i've been laughing non-stop with clar around. haha.

when shumei arrived, we 5 walked down to the 2nd storey den she and candy went to get shop but could nt get. so they wanted to go somewhere else, but the other 3 of us are so tired and hungry ? lol. den we dunno wanna follow ma. so i suggested the oldest but yet the most useful way, scissor paper stone. haha. den des won, so we 3 left. on the way back, clar say wanna introduce us a great tasting chicken fillet. lol. in the end it was jus shinlin chicken. haha. den we walked to the inter together and waited fer our bus. mine came first so i left the 2 guys.

okay la, this is the overall things i wanna say, some too detailed de no time write la, but actually the detailed ones are more funny. haha. keep u guys in suspense. lol.. and oh yes, the graduation day was great, fer details maybe read candy's blog la, our feelings about the same la. I LOVE MISS CHRISTINA LIN and this is the first time i can't bear to leave my sch. den ytd i saw danson tang at suntec den had dinner at grandmother hse whereby another hilarious story was created by my cousin and aunt. haha. dats it. keep in short, getting lazier to blog details. i'm waiting fer my bdae! yeah. yahoooo! bye!

2007-11-15T22:20:00.000+08:00

oh yes, my last post i forgot to post about my meeting with show, luo zhi xiang. went fer him auto. finally get to see him becuz his last visit to Singapore i didn go. he's damn shuai alright?! but of course the super duper heavy eyebag of him is so damn eye-catching la. haha.

also, currently gt 2 new fav. NAT HO & SE7EN. haha. THEY"RE SO HOT!! lol. i've gt nat ho checked on and he's sooo... acting,singing,dancing,modelling,classical piano. wow .. haha. and Se7en of course he caught my notice in Goong S. okok. stop these things. serious thing now.

after the damn F O level, had this dumb LCCI course on computerising accounting. ytd the instructor was damn damn slow and today was damn damn fast. siao la. haha. in the end, the whole class 90% play their own games and we discover lots of fun website.. such as y8, oyunlar1 and maggiemarket. haha. den i had my mind set on winning this game call wad pico sim date. i played it fer 2 hrs ytd nite and nearly 5 to 6 hours this afternoon. haha. SAME OLD GAME! jinny keep naggin beside my ear ask me change game, i play not sian she see till sian liao. haha. BUT guess wad ? I JUS WON THE GAME JUST NOW!!! yes yes yes.. tml wan go show off to jinny le and i finally can play other game le, cuz i tell jinny i nv win i won play other game. wahahaha.

graduation day tml .. i'm gonna miss my friends and teachers ..

2007-11-12T15:00:00.000+08:00

busy weekend eh .. went to grandmother's hse on fri and onli came back ytd. sat, went to singapore post with aunt and did shopping dere. also rented GOONG S! yes, finally. haha. so these 2 days have been busy watching and i manage to finish it within 2 days. stayed up to 4 in the morning on sat. haha.

den sun went to funfair with aunt and cousins. damn hot la.. lol.. after dat, send inez fer piano lesson and also to see my new fav BENJAMIN HECKER. he's damn charming alright.. he's mixed blood i think. damn shuai lah. haha. den, we went to parkway parade have salmon sashimi and some sushies. yummy ~ den go back to grandmother hse and came back home around 4 plus with bro.

at night, continue with my goong s. i learn something really meaningful and interesting from the show. "People tend to see only what they like to see. But when they gain more knowledge, they will be able to see more." i suppose most of you know about a picture whereby you can see both a young lady and an old woman. but in the show,they uses duck and rabbit. i'm so amazed by wad the prof says in the show. anyway, finished the show and i love it!! again, never fail to keep my brain busy with those scenes and feelings. haha.

oh yes, can't go anywhere overseas this year =( all tickets are booked! there it goes, still thought of going taiwan fer bdae, but now, seems dat i have to wait again ..

2007-11-05T14:06:00.000+08:00

alright, i finally managed to get into this damn blogger. it had been almost a month since i last update, it isn me going mia, its jus dat the damn o levels are driving me insane.seriously, i've been giving up on some papers, which i simply can't manage on and go on with vivien's saying "can do means can do,cannot do mean cannot do" obviously i totally agree with it although i know its not fully true. anyway,i've already been planning fer activites but dere seems to so much trouble and i seems tired of it. onli wanted to watch tv whole my whole holiday,but its not possible,isn it? i've been told and told to go and work,which i wanted to, so as to have more pocket money. but wad can i do ? i onli know eat drink sleep play. oh yes and watch watch watch tv drama. haha.but on the other hand, how am i going to work with every thurs booked fer my piano lesson. i wanna concentrate on my piano but no work no money = no fun .. how can i live without fun. OMG! this is driving me nuts.

den .. i dun think dats much to say other than exams and exams. this few weeks onli exams are making my world turn and keep hearing lots of things "study la", "why u so free? dun need study ah?", "thought u exam? but why nv see u study ?" damn it la.. these are wad i've been hearing almost everyday fer the past few weeks. i swear! after i graduate from the highest education i could ever take, i'll never touch any textbook again.

oso, end of last month finally finished watching X-family that consists of 55 episodes. oh man. watch till i wanna sleep ah,the story damn draggy. den waiting fer They Kissed Again. currently watching Romantic Princess and Goong S Prince Hour. haiis. dunno wad else to do le la. getting so lazy recently, can't even bothered to go shopping, onli wanna stay home do nothing. but dats turning me into a pig.. =(

okay okay .. lots of stuffs on mind but not any words could be used to say them out. so dats all.

2007-10-08T17:02:00.001+08:00

爱情不是只要你努力去追，就一定能追得到的。

2007-09-24T19:47:00.000+08:00

oh well, ended prelim last week FINALLY! had been stressed up fer 2 weeks and i hate this. i thought studies can be something nice and interesting, but why must the society be so hard on the younger generation. onli wan us to study study study. but .. had they realise something ? the sch gt 1 teacher to teach us 1 subject, but, we 1 student have to learn 8 to 9 subjects, which means, 9 sets of homework, 9 sets of notes and chapters to memorise, 9 sets of stress and 9 sets of hope put upon us. and whenever its exam, the teachers will onli know to call us must remember this remember dat, but they always didn realise they are also 8 other teachers saying the same things. and the worst thing is all the 9 subjects' exams are squeezed into 2 weeks schedule.insane! get the reason why i always get so frustrated when it comes to study ? wth ..

anyway, today's sch was a total waste of time fer me. onli gt back lit and bio practical. lit i was so disappointed. with jus a mere 2 marks, i could get an A2. =( den bio prac, forget it. jus a pass.

tml is the moon cake festival, but yet my parents are on "honeymoon". no la, its actually my mum's birthday, which was today, so they went genting fer some fun.. -.- pathetic me. gt to get my own lunch and dinner today. so jus gt some mac meal and there it goes. and jus now my bro jus ask me wan go fer dinner nt, when i told him i bought. he say aiyah, u wan com full le la. see? how money-saving am i? watch com full le, can save all meal money. haha. kiddin. anyway tml no lantern .. =( lol.. but played firesparks with cousins ytd at grandmother hse. oh yes, ytd matt had totally destroyed my sleep. an advice here, fer kids around matt's age of pri 3, please do not watch martin's mystery if you're scare! -.-'''

okok.. something dat make my day today was the 11th episode of brown sugar macchiato. hahahahah! think this is my first post abt this show. i can onli say ep11 really make my day =) haha.. ;p den i also rmb dat i did a card-reading from the last week iweekly, and jus wad ? spot on! it was damn damn damn accurate! p.s my choice of card was something lkike the "happy surprise"? i suppose so. if u're interested can go see. the cover page is lin zhilin. super accurate fer me la, but fer others i dunno le. haha.

so now the latest things fer me are brown sugar macchiato and thinking of prince ? lol .. haha

2007-09-09T11:15:00.000+08:00

miss me, anyone ? lol. hmmm, dere's isn any special event to blog, but i simply wanna update. haha. watched rush hour 3 and it was hilarious. the chris tucker was damn funny.(is his name spelled correctly ?) oh ya, and prelim is approaching nearer about ... 2 DAYS AWAY! yes! 2 days! gonna have sci practical on tues and other subject subsequently. eeew.. i hate these things. bring nothin but stress and compeition. -.-'''

ehh, anyway, watch guess x3 ytd. and i suspect the producer gt feud with me la. lol. kidding. ytd gt the couple thingy, make me so jealous and envious. the couples are so cute. if u've watched, u might understand sometimes why i would prefer taiwan guys den our made in singapore guys. of course, my ideal partner come to my mind. talented, sentimental, caring, thoughtful, romantic(this is very important to me, haha. if not i bored to death la), humourous, one last super important thing, without it, everything is empty talk. FEELINGS! haha. yes dats it. but anyway its jus a dream la guys! dream dream! no such guys ever exists, alright? let alone of letting me to meet such guy.duh. lol.

also, wanna tell selina, i happened to dream of his house and going in. wahahaha. i even saw his mom. when i wake up, i think about it, so lame, den i laughed like mad. wahahaha

2007-09-03T15:10:00.000+08:00

愿意不爱你

十字街道做背景

寒风当道具

气氛冷得就像要下雨

我在等回忆光临

记忆中那场相遇

还如此清晰

怎么转眼就面对分离

温馨片段没整理

已经来不及

你说有我暖过的手心

现在贴着别的心

深情像片碎玻璃

散落在眼底

闪着晶莹却也痛了自己

我愿意不爱你

因为所有快乐伤悲都那么多余

我愿意不爱你

痛就放在心里不用关闭

不需要痊愈

快乐点滴没整理

已经来不及

你说属于我们的记忆

已都不能够继续

再见说得那么急

就好像空气

可是为什么我无法呼吸

我愿意不爱你

以后所有快乐都涂上凄美记忆

我愿意不爱你

从此就像回忆点滴直接注射在心里

2007-09-03T15:02:00.000+08:00

苦茶

微微笑的看你越是认真就越心疼

街头那盏路灯仿佛在笑我愚笨

你什么能做但我比谁都真诚

泡一杯苦茶陪伴你到夜深

你知不知道你总有一种很可爱的独特

让我充满勇气抵抗冬天的寒冷

怎样做才会完美像个男人

喝一杯苦茶温暖你的体温

不用等你开口先说我爱你

在那之前先对你说我愿意

你不必问你也不必等

这一刻就值得爱到永恒

我该如何让你明白我爱你

在那之后你点头说我愿意

想照顾你想守护着你

这一刻只想把你抱紧

你知不知道你也有一种很可爱的天真

大男孩的口吻魅力加到一百分

怎样做才会完美像个男人

喝一杯苦茶温暖你的体温

不用等你开口先说我爱你

在那之前先对你说我愿意

你不必问你也不必等

这一刻就值得爱到永恒

我该如何让你明白我爱你

在那之后你点头说我愿意

想照顾你想守护着你

这一刻只想把你抱紧

2007-08-27T18:02:00.000+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday :p

2007-08-23T21:41:00.001+08:00

it jus wasn my day today ..