Colours Of Dahh Rainbow

I am posting this post because i am damn damn damn freaking stress. i so hate the coming of thursday. i just told inez and matt why am i asking this trouble, torturing myself for the sake of this damn piece of paper. making myself remembering all the major scales from C major to B major, F major to B flat major, all the minors scales from A minor to B flat minor, the arpeggios, contrary scales and chromatic scales. after dat i still have to perfectly play out 3 selected pieces. making myself so worried that im so scare and anxious i cant rmb the melody played, cant sing out the notes, or correct answered the style, music period and characteristics of the piece played, and lastly im so scared dat i'll screw up my sight-reading because i am so anxious and nervous. i cant afford and doesnt want to fail this exam because this is the one of the few thing that interest me and i wan to excel in it. ahhhhh! this is so damn freaking hating la!