Colours Of Dahh Rainbow

ytd, i spent my christmas on watching the movie Peter Pan. Jeremy Sumpter was such a hunk. Alright, anyway, watching dat movie really bring me thoughts. it reminds me dat now naive, innocent and simple-minded when i was really young. i used to believe fairytales and all the fairies, fairy-godmother, dragons, prince charming and all the magical creatures do exist. i also used to believe Santa, but i jus realise my hse doesn't have a chimney and as the years goes by, i realise dat things aren't wad i think too. there are no happily ever after, no dreams come true and neither is the world magical. during all these years, my dreams about fairytales are smashed, dreamed-childhood was nt gonna be part of my memory. i wish i could go to neverland, jus like Peter Pan. just like him, i dun wanna grow up, i jus wanna remain a kid whereby my life is onli about fun and nt all the troubles i'm gonna have as part of my growing journey. although wendy say dat every kid has to grow up and understand feelings. feelings of happiness, sadness, anger and love. but i tink i jus understand wad Peter Pan felt. however, it was jus a fairytale fer Peter Pan but as fer me, living in the reality world, i could nt see any of the fairytale happen. years had past, leaves had been dropping and growing, seasons after seasons, after going through wad i've been going through, i knew dat fairytales are jus forever bedtime stories dat will never come true, and i hate all the changes dat happen around me. i wish dat time would freeze and things would always remain how they are, but dats nt possible, isnt it ? people comes in and out of our lives, new events happen every now and then, memory are always updated with new fresh memories. but i do not like dat, i wish fer neverland but places like neverland does not ever exists, does it ? i wish dat i could live in neverland, where i do not have to grow up. and i hate to grow up. will Peter Pan bring me to his neverland ?